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The end

2008-12-01T19:59:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum readers,

as of today, this moment, i would like to thank all for reading this post ever since its started..but sadly..this will be the last post for this blog. I guess all the stories are just fairy tales, the "years of waiting..finally came a prince" all that are just crap and they are just words.

Im giving back this blog to its rightful owner and yes..its over between us. she called it off..so im returning back this blog to her since this is her email.

Thanks readers for everything..

peace out

ive lost the war..

videos that might let u know how i might feel inside...

2008-11-30T07:05:00.004+08:00

i seemed to..not say fall in love with the songs..but the lyrics were just too good to be true for me and from what im goin through now...

p/s: if ure reading this, hope u understand the message(s)....

lucky overtime

2008-11-30T06:26:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum readers,

its official that ill be the only one updating this blog cause she had her own blog now and she had really moved on..so while im here still getting up on my feet(i noe it takes time..cause im not prone to a sudden change)..insya Allah by next year, i wont be using this blog again. ill be creating a different blog or maybe just havin no blogs at all.

had an overtime today as u can see..its early in the morning and u guys might think that "wow..ure early to be waking up on a weekend..." guess ure wrong..cause ive not even slept today..yah..just came back at 5am from henderson wave.

spent half the day at home sleeping after payin all those bills and banks credit cards etc etc in the morning..after which i went to catch a movie called "beverly hills chihuahua" if im not wrong. nice and touchin story. went home straight after that as ive a meeting to attend.."sk official monthly meeting". It was supposed to be scheduled at 8pm but ive told them ill be there 930pm n yes i did reached upper seletar reservoir on that dot. all the agendas were told and discussed..welcoming new faces into our group..atai and has(yun's brother).

it was about 11pm when the meeting ends and we went straight to Shell @ yishun where we met new frens of azim. 5 of them. joe, nizam, alip, darrick if im not wrong..and i forgot the other guy's name. so there were about erm 14 bikes?

we were planning to eat somewhere near yishun area but ended up going to bukit timah for supper. i had my mee hong kong for supper and teh gajah(sorry guys..no pics for the moment). before we managed to "secure a safe place"...we were placed on the dimmed side of the shop and lots of cockroaches(which me, rizal and aidah had phobias) suddenly flew and when panic strikes...thats when rizal flew..aidah running ala speedy gonzalez and me slipping onto the floor. and thats it..off we went to an area in front which was more "safer" and more hygenic i suppose.

after supper, we went to henderson wave aka mount faber. it was my first time there and "jakon-ness" can be seen on my face.. =p by then, i was so tired to join the rest for heart attack games and all i can do was to play psp dj max 3(new game) til we decided to end the day.

it was merely 430am and salams were traded between members of the west and the east which we split at the main road. this was what happened...

after splitting, rizal,muhaimin and myself were cruising ahead of the pack from that main road of outside sentosa gateway traffic up til CTE...and thats when madness strikes...

muhaimin suddenly changed pace from 70 to 120km/h and upon watching rizal picking up speed...i dropped gear and speed up to catch with them...little did we knew...after cruising at speeds of 120 and maybe 130km/h on my speedometer..we ended up before upper serangoon rd exit with muhaimin on the 4th lane, rizal on the 3rd lane and myself on the 2nd lane...and gues what..out of the sudden..TP was on the 1st lane..and thats when i closed my throttle and can see rizal and muhaimin did the same thing. the tp didnt switched on his blinker lights..instead went out of the exressway through the upper serangoon exit after watching us from his side mirrors.....in which rizal and muhaimin make their way through that same route..by then i had already sped off in front to continue my journey to my own exit at amk ave 5.we escaped that lucky encounter..but muhaimin was later given the ticket for tinted visor when they were stopped in a road block at upper serangoon road right after that exit.

So here i am...still awake..just had my prayers done and settled down. downloaded some musics and ill be having my soccer match at 2pm. aduiiiiii..this few days ive not been sleeping well..sleeping at different times..3am..4am..and today worst...it will get better..

so...im sorry for the long entry and no pictures for this entry either. will get some pics uploaded insya Allah when pics from aidah's cam have been uploaded. one of the pics had me and rizal sitting on our bike in a ...erm..i donno what word to describe it.. while riding. so yah..keep updated..ull see the pic soon. thats all for today. hope u guys dont feel bored reading this blog. but if u do, im sorry..this is the best i can do. im not perfect.

Massalamah..

Menunggu pagi

2008-11-25T03:02:00.005+08:00

just a music video i wanna share with u guys..just enjoy the flow of the music...and the lyrics do reflect what im goin through...

a mixed weekend

2008-11-25T00:45:00.008+08:00

Assalamualaikum readers, as u can see..im the only one updating this blog for the time being. Im not sure for how long...but ill keep u guys updated. Actually im not good in words..so ill just post the pics so that u guys know what have been happening during the past few days of my life..

first and foremost, rudy's farewell...nearly all SK members went down to bid farewell for him as he went off to mesir to begin his next semester and we pray for his well-being and health there. Ameen.

It was like 1230am and we're at the terminal 2 airport

Us again...

Last group pic of us with rudy(center) before checking in

a moment when we saw our name in demand..

rudy checking in

farewell friend..we'll be there when u come back next year

as always, after sending rudy...we went off to get our bike...erm....k im sure all of u are comfused..well...erm...4 of us did ride our bike but we left our bikes @ hougang(min's house) as he was driving. So we took this once in a lifetime apportunity. keke. u know what i mean. So yeah went back to min's place and ride our bike for supper...where? teh tarek @ yishun (didnt get to take pics there) after which we went to upper seletar reservoir. wow....nice and peaceful place. here are some pics...

Azim's new fazer-1k fairing which costs him a whooping $1300

2b bikes combine

us @ upper seletar reservoir

us in a "donut"

our last group pic @ upper seletar reservoir before we call it a day

k thats how it ended on saturday in which i only managed to get 2-3hrs of sleep to start off my sunday. a tiring one indeed. have to wake up @ 10am to go to ntuc to buy groceries for my family after which ive to rush off to bendemeer sec for my soccer.

we did won the tough battle against a nearly all chinese players with the scoreline of 1-0 thanks to jaz's shocker goal and also the matchwinner. i had a satback however when i was hit on the cheek?? im not sure...til it got me into a bloody mess. wont comment much on that as its healing fast now.

After the match, we did some debrief under the block opposite the sch. Nothing much to ponder about..just physical wise need to buck up and yes i do agree that usually when the team wins, people always tend to praise the strikers and midfielders...but we didnt mention the defenders who had been doing a fantastic job..infact a whole lot more than "fantastic"...4 wins and 3 clean sheets in a row. what more can i say..

As the weather worsens, kai, jaz and myself went to bendemeer rd for dinner. i had mee hailam
and 2 cans of coke for my dinner.

ok just wanna cut short..keke..lets bring the curtains to a close...in the evening, went to my mum's workplace to despatch her mc and bring back some of her stuffs. thats how my sunday ended. =p

btw guys, my team has been selected to participate in the ESPN challenge next week which might be on air in nokia football crazy..but im still not sure when...but from what i know, next week, my team will be filmed @ Singapore Khalsa Association. Ill update u guys more as the time goes by..in the meantime...some pics of course..

after reaching home, this is the scar.. this small scar causes me a headache and a bloodied jersey which i forgot to take a pic of it to let u guys see

this is my inner shirt which i managed to snap before putting it into the washing machine and look at the bloodstains..it was dripping from my red jersey til it went through and onto my inner shirt

did i just said mee hailam? so here it is..damn nice..

kai's humongous teh tarek gajah..just look at the difference between the cup and the can of coke..

well, i know its a very long entry but what to do....keke..its already 3am on my watch and im still here updating the blog..ive my DMSD quiz tomorrow @ 3pm and i hope i can manage that. i fast today and had laksa + ice jelly cocktail @ century square to break my fast. yes i went for my lecture today...and everything went well. my scar has healed but i still cant shave that area cause its still not completely healed.

a&w root beer

ice jelly cocktail

laksa

thats all folks, till next time..im really out of words...and my eyes are really super duper tired..i really need a rest to study for my quiz early in the morning. pray for me k? till then...

ok just kidding..that's not me...thats aaliyah =p

now dats me. :) have a great day ahead guys...

massalamah..

p/s :to her.. i miss u..

Im sorry....

2008-11-17T22:30:00.010+08:00

Assalamualaikum everyone...yes its been a while ive not updated our blog. its always been my princess who've always updated her stories...So where do i start??

These few days, had some events goin on...examples are azim's surprise birthday bbq @ pasir ris park. A day of soccer where ive to play between the posts again...having to go to Sungai Buloh to faci Qiaonan Pri sch kids...my 1st lect..yeah man..lecture k..AKI went for lecture k...still theres more...let me see...erm..ate tulang at beach rd...last but not least...today where i get to meet my princess for dinner..fuh....just few days and theres alot to update u guys..

i didnt have much pics to share but insya Allah when i have the other pics with me, ill upload them here...promise..

for the moment..these are some of the pics ive managed to take using my own n95 8gb.for ur info, pictures are in random..ive no time to organise them..just click post click post.. :P

do u understand this chart? sometimes i myself don understand it. hope wen it comes to quiz and tests..i managed to understand by then.

my 800++ pages of novel called "Cinta Sufi" which ive to finish reading in 2 weeks. hope i can manage.

Hah...I went for lecture k. my leadership and character lecture. i have no time to write this down so decided to take the short cut way. :P

this is the sms emulator system using advance mobile computing.(p/s: ignore the contents, i was just testin it) :P

Syawal's tulang

azim's gruesome tulang

does it look like cotton candy??or maggot?? :P its tulang sum2 for gdness sake!!

S$20 worth of tulang which occupies nearly half of the table. not forgetting my mee kuah there which i only managed to finish the soup. :P

the first "person" to greet me in front of the entrance of sungai buloh when i first went for the briefing..its real k...not a prototype or somethin..

2 of those naughty ones...u need lots and i mean alot of patience with these guys..

scenary that i cant see all the time..

they said this is man-made....cool huh?

i cleaned up my room...yes..this is my very own room..

another view from the back...

these are our hands...major difference rite? her hands are those hands of a dancer...shes a malay dancer during her sec sch days..and on the other side..erm..a hand of a goalkeeper and someone who seldom does the housework... :P (look at the bend...i don care actually..i just love to feel her hands) :)

isn't she lovely? shes mine k :P

before i end my post here..i would like to take this opportunity to say im sorry to u my dear Nur `ain...i hurt u indirectly today i guess. whatever it is..ive deleted them..im sorry. i love u so much my dear. forgive me for my harsh words and everythin. i miss ur smiles and teasin u as always :) love teasin u with my "sedara"..keke..im really sorry k syg. looking forward our 5th yr anniversary even though its still 2 mths away..

til nex time...ma'assalamah.

don u wish ur boyfriend was hot like me???(replica from pussycat dolls lyrics)

School...

2008-11-07T08:34:00.013+08:00

Salaam readers,

Just realized that i've not been updating much. School's
getting more hectic now till I don't have much time to have
fun but alhamdulillah, things have been going smoothly for
my studies. Just got back my Info systems and Sociology
test. Alhamdulillah passed both BUT have to buck up on
my marks 'cause i just passed. Gosh~ I thought I can get
better marks but bleagh~ Have to expect the unexpected
in UOL. Even though the passing marks is 34/100, getting
34 is extremely difficult. i have to aim high so that when i
drop, i will only drop by a step. and i hope that i will not
disappoint my family, parents especially. Alot of money
spent on my tuition fees. and i mean alot! Approximately
7K gone for my 1st year. huge amount isn't it? insya Allah,
i will make full use of that 7k or can i say 25k for 3 years
to get a good honours degree. insya Allah. "Oh Allah,
please help me."

Studying in SIM, so far, has been a great pleasure for
me even though the school's smaller than nyp. hehe~
I like doing self-study in school especially after my
evening class at 6.30pm. Very peaceful. You can see
other full-time students studying too hence it somehow
motivates me to study even harder. Furthermore,
alhamdulillah i met with friends who are hardworking.
Be it the chinese or muslims (i don't call them malay
since i have muslim friends who came from all over
the world). Yup, i love my friends. All of them.

The lecturers are unique in their own way. Very serious
in their teaching, helpful, humorous and at times lame
too. hehe~ but i like it! I envy their pool of knowledge
and the way they portray themselves as lecturers.
they have good grasp of english language i must say.
All of them. They speak well. I'm bucking up on my
english conversational and writing skills too since
that's vital for my essay qns. I must show a level of
competency to tackle those questions during exams.
Hmm... sounds difficult huh? I'm getting worried too.
That's why I have to start doing my thorough revision
now 'cause i know i will be at the losing end if i take
my own sweet time. No more last minute revision like
in poly days.

I know my post is very dry today. School, school and
school. What do you expect since I'm a student? hehe.
Well, i hope things are going well for you dear friends.
I am loving every bits of my life even though things get
rough at times.

I love my family. I love my friends. I love hafidz. They
complete me.

Mom and dad, i love both of you. Very much. And to
my siblings, I am very proud of both of you; of your
achievements. Bro, as the head of youth in Masjid Darul
Makmur, has done unaccountable contributions and
gets alot of recognition from the staffs. Alhamdulillah.
Bro's getting better now after the misery he has caused
both my parents during his primary and secondary
school days. Oh ya... he's getting better in conversing
in arabic! gosh~ that's so unfair! you better teach me okay.

Oh secondly, not forgetting my lil best friend, sister and
"play-catching kaki", umairah. hehe. She just got an
award yesterday for showing tremendously good progress
in her studies. Alhamdulillah. Can see the excitement in
her eyes as well as my mummy. Furthermore it's her
1st trophy and moreover it's gold in colour so i'm sure
you can imagine her enthusiasm! haha~ cuteness!
Accompanied her to school yesterday to witness the
ceremony. Met my former malay teacher. She hugged
me tightly in public! gosh~ hahaha.
I really miss you cikgu. You're getting more
elegant now. ;) and to my sis, congratulation sweetie
pie. I really am proud of you. I will "belanja" you ok?
Oh i forgot, abg hafidz wants to belanja you so let's
"ketuk" him ok? hahaha. Hmm... what about swensens
sis darling? :p

Next on the list, my friends especially my ex-colleagues
and ex-schoolmates. I'm sorry I can't meet you that
often. We have moved on to the next stage of our life.
I'm with my studies and all of you with your work. I
miss you terribly friends. insya Allah we will meet up
and we'll spend the whole day together alright?
Oh yah... AIN dear. we owe each other a date remeber?
hahaha~ ok2 i promise you this december can?
let me get over and done with my madrasah exams and
then we can have our makan-day-out! yay!!! can? :)

Last but not least, Syed Hafidz. Thank you for everything;
Your patience, endurance, concern and love. As i've said
to you ample times, I am my own problem. I have alot
in mind till i neglect you at times. I am holding a little
but large responsibilities as a tutor to my cousins,
daughter, undergrad and a sister to my 2 younger
siblings. i hope you understand the pressure that's
pulling me down at times.

Thanks alot for your patience for the past 4 years. I
really do appreciate it and i hope that our relationship
will not just end here but will continue it's journey to
the later part of our life insya Allah. 2 months to our
5th year! Time flies so fast huh.You've grown to be a
well-groomed man. Unlike 4 years ago. Gosh~

I'm sorry if i'm being too perfectionist. haha~ It's all in
the genes. Inherited most from my mum. I guess dad
feels how hafidz is feeling now huh. heheh~

On top of all, thank you for everything. I love you dear. :)

Ok2 i better stop now before i blabber more about
unimportant stuffs. You take care readers and i hope
this post doesn't bore you.

Last note, take your hp now and sms the ones you love.
tell them how much they mean to you. Go and make
someone's day today 'cause a smile from them is our
millions of happiness. :)

love and cherish the people around you today
'cause you won't know if there is tomorrow...

Good day mates. Maassalamah.

something to share... :)

2008-11-07T08:34:00.011+08:00

Salaam friends,

Came across few websites on hijab. It really is something to
ponder for those of us who still take hijab for granted. It's
an eye-opener for me too and i hope that by sharing this
little piece of information, we'll help one another to
appreciate the means and purpose of hijab, insya Allah.

p/s: for my non-muslim readers, maybe this piece of
information will help you understand more about hijab.
:) Enjoyz...

Hijab is the Arabic term for "cover" (noun), based on
the root حجبmeaning "to veil, to cover (verb), to
screen, to shelter".

In some Arabic-speaking countries and Western
countries, the common meaning of hijab currently
is of "modest dress for women," which most Islamic
legal systems define as covering everything except the
face and hands in public.[1]

Since the 1970s, hijab has emerged as a symbol of
Islamic consciousness "and an affirmation of Islamic
identity and morality" in opposition to "Western
materialism, commercialism, and values."[2]
According to Islamic scholarship, hijab is given the
wider meaning of modesty, privacy, and morality.[2]

The word used in the Qur'an for a headscarf or veil
is khimār (خمار). Still another definition is metaphysical,
where al-hijab " refers to the veil which separates man
or the world from God."[3]

So friends, what do you think of hijab now? :)

On the last note, i am proud to be a muslimah. ;) and
i hope that my personality and the way i portray myself
coincides with the true meaning of being a muslimah.
Insya Allah.

Maassalamah.

I'm in love..... with the song! ahah. :p

2008-11-04T22:17:00.006+08:00

Salaam,

currently,I'm so deeply in love with Lucky by Jason mraz
and colbie. Gosh~ They're awesome! makes me feel like
i'm at the beach watching sunset with... ermm...haha. u
know i know. ;) this song gives me the sway-to-the-beat
mood. *swaaaayyy swaaayyyyy* haha. Enjoy the song!

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, feel the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Friends, this is called "temporary obsession". ;)

I feel I'm "home" now. No more sadness, just laughters and
happiness. I appreciate this chance and i'll make sure i will
make full use of it. My main aim is to get good grades for
my 5 modules. insya Allah.

Last note, i'm lucky to have you.
Thanks for everything ya habib. Ana uhibbuka. ;)

Till then, good night mates.

Massalamah

Tests, tests and tests...

2008-11-03T22:11:00.010+08:00

Salam readers,

Just came back from MCMS Islamic development meeting. Meeting started off at 5.30pm and ended at 7.30pm. Today's meeting focused on Muslimah. How to be an ideal muslimah? What do you think of this? What does being a muslimah means to you?

I believe that Allah has given us ladies a responsibility that we have to carry. Allah trusts us to carry this responsibility and that was why Allah created us as women. Allah knows we are capable of carrying this responsibility. Insya Allah. Allah knows best. :)

Finally ibm and info systems tests are over. Alhamdulillah. Hmmm... i can't say that i'm happy with my essays. i believe i can do better and i will make sure i will do better, insya Allah. I hope that I can pass the 2 tests even though the marks will not be included in my final results. at least with these tests, i know where i stand. :)

Oh guess what! my camera's now r.i.p. Gosh~ Sadly, it departured yesterday when mum accidentally dropped it and there it went....

But look at the bright side coz i'm gonna get a better and cheaper one. Hopefully. Daddy dearest... can i? ;)

I have some pictures to show you. took it from faezah's birthday last saturday. Went "jalan-jalan" with my family members as well as my aunties' family to saf yatch club yest. it was fun getting to spend few hours with our beloved ones so as to strengthen our bonds. alhamdulillah i hope that my family will always be united. insya allah. :) enjoyZ...

My eyes are half awake now surprisingly. All due to the sleepless nights to study for my 2 tests. alhamdulillah. it's over! have to be prepared for upcoming tests! :)

Off to bed now. *yawns* good nite readers.

Massalamah.

last 2 days of aidilfitri

2008-10-30T22:14:00.003+08:00

Salaam,

"Sebelum aidilfitri melangkah pergi, inginku hulurkan salaam kemaafan kepada sesiapa saja yang pernah saya sakiti. saya harap kita dapat buang yang keruh dan pandang ke hadapan. tulus ikhlas saya katakan... ampunkan segala dosa-dosa yang pernah saya lakukan kepada awak-awak semua"

I hope this will note an end to the misery that I've caused to other people. I'm sorry to those people whom I've offended, from the bottom of my heart.

Sincerely, I'm extremely sorry.

Massalamah.

Fun fun, Happiness! :D

2008-10-28T22:09:00.008+08:00

Salaam sweethearts.

First and foremost, I would like to wish my Hindu readers (if any), Happy Deepavali! Hope it's not too late. :)

What I can say about myself? I am feeling happy. Hmm... yah happy! :) Alhamdulillah I'm beginning to accept life as it is. Be more truthful to him and our 4 years relationship. Alhamdulillah. Thanks Allah for giving me the courage and thanks dear for accepting my confession. You guys must be wondering..."What confession?" hehe~ Some things are better left unsaid dearies. :) Most importantly, mom's beginning to accept him too after that incident. My dad? I'm giving Hafidz and him time to adapt. Insya Allah, if we're fated to be together, we will be together.

Dear,

I do cherish our 4 years relationship and I really don't wana put it to an end. I know I have done alot of mistakes and I hope you forgive me. Let's push one another to be the best in life, especially for our family. :) Let's give it another try. Will u? Thanks for being there for me, always, anytime, anywhere. Gosh~ You're really good. hehe~

Ok2 let's not flatter him more. Went to Siti's open house on 26th Oct. A simple gathering with my SIM mates. Really miss them. :) Surprisingly,... Siti knows... or can I say... knows in a "special" way... my ex-northland school mate. Hmmmm. 'Coz I "caught" him at Siti's house. He came after maghrib and guess what! He didnt even recognize me! Gosh~ Do i look that bad? Or have I changed? Alot? hehe~ Good luck both of you. Oh to him, good luck with school. NUS right? Gosh~ You're extremely genius man!

Oh. The bestest part of all,one of my best sisters got engaged yesterday. Aww~ I'm so happy for you my dear. Congratulations and I hope your long-term relationship (as long as mine) will be a happy ending. In fact, no ending insya Allah. "Semoga cinta kamu berdua akan berakhir dengan ijab kabul dan yang paling penting, hingga ke akhir hayat. Ameen." I wish mine will end with marriage too. Insya Allah. We'll work for it dear. :)

Not much pictures I've snapped. The lightings were bad. Furthermore, my camera's not giving me the picture quality that I want. Oh dear. Time for a change. I wish. However, the pictures dearies! :) EnjoyZz~

She invited only the 3 of us. On the right is Kak Syikin (my bestest sister on earth!) who's 7 mths pregnant. Awww~ She's getting "cuter" day by day. hehe~ In the middle is her sister, my ex schoolmate who's a year my senior. Oh btw, do you think we look alike? I mean the 3 of us? Well, some people do say we look alike. No? Maybe it isn't obvious in this picture. :p

Kak Kin's sister (Yati), dolled up Kak Zana. I personally feel that there's no need for a grand engagement day. I prefer to celebrate it with my family and closest friends. What's important is the presence of both families and! most importantly, both parties are happy with each other's presence. Haha~ I was merely re-arranging the words. :p I hope that my family can accept his. Insya Allah. We'll see how it goes readers. ;)

Gotta study for my IS test which will be this Thurs. Gosh~ 2 more parts to go. At times I wonder, how can I study for my examinations? When my exams are once a year and that 3-hour paper will determine my honours. Gosh~ I don't feel the stress now. Yet. But i'm sure I will feel it in months to come. Readers, please pray I can make it through the 3 years even though I'm sure it's gonna be tough.

A lesson to be learnt..."Cinta tidak semestinya memiliki". I hope that person's happy with his loved ones. :) Wish you luck bro.

Before I end this piece, a note from me. Accept your loved one for who they are and not what they are. Don't go for looks even though I know we're so turned on by good looks but trust me... looks won't bring you far in a relationship. It'll create problems. A note from someone... "Go for someone whom you are sure will bring you back home safely during a war." :) Thank you friend.

With that, good night readers. Sweet dreams. I'm off to do my revision. Again.

Maassalamah.

More updates! :)

2008-10-20T15:23:00.009+08:00

Just came back from school. Had 8.30am class just now. When I think back, I have so much free time after lectures which is only 3 hrs per day but I always feel like I'm lacking of time. Gosh~ Time's catching up! I'll be having my IS test next Thurs and I'm yet to start my thorough revision. IBM test will be in 2 weeks time. A killer man! Haiz. I really need to buck up on my revision. Ain ain... why complain when I choose to be in uol? Yeah~ Just look forward, put in more effort and do my very best! Yay~ Go Ain! :)

Ate at Al-Ameen just now with Sabrina, Kai Ting and Siyun. It was just 3 stops away from SIM. I'm abit unfamiliar with the west side of S'pore. I rarely step feet in the west before I joined SIM. There'a alot of makan places in clementi. Nice fooood! ;) 3 years will be enough for me to cover all. Phew~ By then i'll gain more weight I guess. Gosh~ No way! Like I've said, I can't afford to gain more weight. Not even a kg! *faints*

Oh... presenting my new SIM friends. Of course, majority are chinese, which is good. Something new for a change. :)

This is called Nasi Goreng U.S.A. Why they choose this name? Seriously I have no idea. It's merely pineapple rice with mutton sambal together with a "telur mata lembu". Pity Sabrina. From the look of her face, can see that she's trying hard to finish it. haha. A good experience though. We can try some other places next time friends. How about that? ;)

(Imitating Nageb) With that, I am proud to announce the commencement of our search for new makan place with effect of today, 20th Oct 08, Monday. ;)

Sadly we can only meet on Mon for IBM class. Study hard for our test which will be in 2 weeks time friends. ;)

Raya, raya, raya. 10 more days before raya says goodbye. *sobs*

Went out with my SIM muslim friends on 17th Oct. It was superb fun guys! haha~ Never felt that happy before. We started visiting at 5pm and ended at............1 am! Haha~ Gosh~

At least it wasn't as bad as 2 to 3 am though. By 12 am, we were stoning, kept rubbing our eyes and tried to keep ourselves awake. Oh not forgetting, endless yawnsssss. hahaha~

Yesterday (19 Oct), went out for Raya with my NYP friends. Luckily mum didn't go out yesterday so I got to use the car. Hafidz was our driver for the day even though we took turns to drive yesterday. He drove the longer distances of course. Haha~ Thanks dear. Coincidently it rained heavily yesterday. Thank goodness we drove. It made travelling easier. ;) Sadly, imah didn't get to join us cause she had to baby sit her nieces and nephews over at her grandma's place. Oh wana know something, imah and I are related!!! hehe~ How shall I put it?

Hmm... My dad's related to her cousin's mom. :) So indirectly, we're related too! haha.

As a substitute, Angela joined us. She should have worn baju kurung too huh. Many people thinks that she's a malay. It's so obvious by the look of her skin colour. Sun tanning is the secret. :p haha.

Ok enough blabbering. Enjoy viewing the pictures! :)

Caution: Don't get bored pls cause it's alot! ;)

SIM Raya Outing

NYP Raya Outing

Told ya it's alot! Phew~

Last note, I hope everything goes well for my family, friends and myself. May the incident that just happened not long ago be a lesson to be learnt; not only for myself but for all of you readers. 4 things we have to take good care of.

1) Relationship with people

2)Trust

3) Heart

4) Promises

Good day mates. Maassalamah.

im on the outside...

2008-10-17T20:05:00.002+08:00

i just donno what to do but just to write here to ease my mind...

everythin is over already...i just don wan to hear u guys telling me wat had happened and what other people told u and informin me about it...i noe ure tryin to help and i appreciate it. she had admited her mistakes and i don wan to keep on blamin her. i am far more bad than her when she accepted me few years back...everybody make mistakes..yes i noe..but she had promised me to repent...so what more do u guys wan? i don care how bad she is but for ur info, im much more bad than her last time but she still accepted me. so now is my time to support her when no one is..except for her family and a fren or 2. even though i was blamed too...til our relationship is being disapproved after four years...im still facing it positively n yes i still love her. i don care if people have thoughts of them being together all that.....i don care. i may be her bf..but i cant control her life..she has her life and i trust her and she noes her limits. even if she does go beyond that limit...what can i do?? scold her? make her feel bad?? it will just make things worst...ive experienced it..now, i don even noe if her parents would ever accept me back thinking that im controlin her life and not supportin her.....

so guys, i hope u understand that i do love her no matter what had happened or what will happen..she has given me her promise..ill keep to that promise. just pray for the best for me n her k? things may not turn out as how i wan it to be..but ive tried my best..ive given my best shot..ill just go on...

major bummer

2008-10-16T13:19:00.002+08:00

10am exactly on my watch when ridz smsed sayin "aki...ive bad news for u...u online?"....i noe somethin is wrong...and yes...indeed something was wrong. ive been put into the ADVANCE PROGRAMMING ELECTIVE MODULE!!! ape itu neraka??!!!(wat the hell)...ive applied for internetworking technology but what i got now?? muke aku ni muke java ke? aduiiiiii..

even though im just upset...but what to do..ill just have to wait for next week when the semester starts then ill appeal to get into internetworking technology.

in the meantime, ill just update on what have i been doin for the past few days. with me are just the pics that i currently have..some of it are still with my fren's cam..so have to bear with the ones available...once ive the other pics, then ill upload them up. so here it goes..

on the 11th was suppose to be a day i should spent with my gf but wat to do...somethin happens for a reason..so yah at last here i am..wif my MWR riders even though only a few of us made it but it was hell of a ride. Full of laughters...yah 2 jokers in the group..who else but me and kacang(the one in white with his gf)

On the road...yeah..

Those who came...full..in man's house

The guys who came..

Last house...fiz's house..the one in tudung on the right..fulamaaaak..the ice cream she made for us...superb da dey..

Last but not least..my childhood fren since pri sch days...

Last 2 days, i was online in msn when suddenly i was added into a group conversations with makruf,syawal and nizam..we planned to go out that day to town. since they planned to go to town, i asked them to go sim lim since ive somethin to buy there..so at last we went there..as planned 6pm..but 630pm i reached..keke. went there to buy my cam charger and yes!!! now ive my own digicam..so now i can have my own pictures to snap especially tomorrow as SK is having a raya outing tomorrow. estimated ard 15-20 bikes. k back to the story...we went straight to zam2 but to no avail of seats, we went to victory restaurant just opp zam2..ordered mee kuah as usual no tauge no vege....the kuah is not to my expectations though..after which we went back to my place where they watched I Not Single. by then its already 12am...then fahmi called sayin he is havin a prob with his bike somewhere in TPE after which he managed to pull through to come over to my place. We check out his bike after which we were able to solve it and went straight to madina restaurant to have supper..it was already close to 1am by then.. moments before we knock off, azim called and asked if we wan to chill..so there we go again to yishun dam..there we took pics and chill out til 4am..these are some of the pics...

Makruf with my full face helmet

Syawal with my full face helmet

faisal with my full face helmet + "backdrop" of my comforter thanks to syawal and makruf for holding on to it

Our bikes...at 330am @ yishun dam

myself at yishun dam..full moon..awwuuuuUUUUUUUuuu

guess thats it from me this time...not much pics as im lazy to find. keke. so hope u guys enjoy ur weekends and..

to her: i love u :)

massalamah,

Open House 11.10.08

2008-10-12T07:00:00.008+08:00

Salaam readers.

Yesterday was exhausting coz Ive invited my friends over for Raya. Initially I predicted 20 of them will turn up. In the end, 13 could make it. At least better than none! haha~ Told them to come within 12 noon to 6pm.

My poly mates were the 1st to come. They accompanied me till my SIM friends turned up which was from 1 to 3pm, watching Disney Channel. heheh~ Cuteness. Edmund and Alvin came soon after. Thanks guys.

After which followed by Zahidah and bf, liyana and bf, kak Syikin and her mum, rita and her husband. Im extremely satisfied coz I managed to invite my friends from SIM, NYP, AIG, NSS and lastly, Friendster. :D Those people who complete me. Thanks from the botton of my heart friends.

Of course, not forgetting my aunties, uncles, cousins and grandparents who came too after maghrib. Well, I guess the limelite should be on my brother. His friends, about 15 of them in the evening and 6 of them after maghrib, came yesterday. That's alot! Some of the 15 people are my friends too from Darul Makmur Youth. Everybody has changed. Everybody. :)

Not to forget, we took pictures too!!! Sit back and enjoy... ;)

Rita and her husband

My SIM dudes, Edmund and Alvin

NYP lepak kakis (Norimah, Syahirah and Nadhar)

2 of the 15 who came.

Secondary school's POA partner, Zahidah

Lastly, Friendster friends, indirectly, his friends too.

That's all folks. A memory of 11th Oct 08. I hope that our friendsjip will last forever. Eternally. Insya Allah......and I really hope that I can be friends with Aisyah once again. Hopefully.

Going jalan raya later after staying at home the whole day yest. Jalan2 raya mania! :) wee~ See u all sooooon. Keep up for the latest news. :)

Maassalamah.

Syawal has come...I mean the month of Syawal..not that Syawal

2008-10-07T20:06:00.007+08:00

Salam alaik, k where do we start? k here goes...1st of all i would like to wish all muslims a Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri...Maaf zahir dan batin..

Time flies as now is already the 7th day of Syawal. Days past so fast til ive much to update to u readers. Now I don have to worry much as Ain also did some updates for u guys here. Even though she updates on hers...this month of Syawal is the month that we spent much of our time together even though not that much but its still quite alot of time we see each other ;)

1st day of syawal...yes as always, family day on and on...I didnt get the chance to have much time with my family as my dad has to rush back to malaysia for work at 1pm. But I did get the chance to share those moments with u guys...

Took this pic when my sis kissed my dad after salam

my one and only younger sis salams my dad

Mama kisses Aaliyah...cute...

The youngest in the family salams my dad..her name? Aaliyah Syakira..

after my sis kisses my dad..he replies...awww...touchin..

Last but not least, the perfect family pic for Eid Mubarak 2008 :)

During the 4th day of syawal, Muhaimin (SK) had an invitation for us to his open house. Since only some of us had the time..we planned and met at 9pm under his block. Variety of foods were served and after eating, they went straight to Min's room leaving me alone to eat 4 slices of cake by myself. :S Dont ask me why im the last to finish k :P keep it to urself. Didnt get to snap much pictures but we did have somethin to share...

i was watchin tv when suddenly...BERKEROMON!!!

group pic with the tuan rumah(s)..kesian makruf..its Min who did it!!the one in grey!!

the last pic for the day...

Few days back, as what Ain have updated..we went out together even though we only went to erm...k for Ain and Iffah 3 houses but for me is 2..cause the 1st house was mine...it was all planned by them to make a surprise for me...naughty2 eh..k i was brought to a surprise by them when at 1st i thought it was going to be Iffah and her "someone special"...didnt know it turned out to be someone who's special to me too...Ain of course :) ... it brought smiles to my face..thanks :) After Iffah went to meet her friend, Ain and me went to causeway point to buy presents for her cousin. We bought some sweets,notebook,a box and a big watch for her. After which, we went straight back home as always..sent Ain home before i went back straight to mine..Below are some memories of course :)

Aishah(Iffah), Ain and Hafidz

guess we need no introductions :)

Thats it from me. Will update u readers once again when there's other events..Im sure there will be ;) Here from us soon..Salam..With love..

Eid Mubarak to all my Muslim friends!!! :)

2008-10-07T11:00:00.013+08:00

Salaam readers.
Wishing all Muslim a blessed Eid and hoping that you get to spend this year's Eid with your loved ones. :)

Alhamdulillah I get to celebrate this year's raya with ease even though without the presence of our Nissan Sunny. Sobs sobs. It'll be ready ONLY in 2nd week of Raya. As a substitute of our temporary loss, we had to travel with my dad's company's lorry. Haha~ So unglam but hey, it's fun!

1st day raya, of course, we visited both my maternal and paternal grandparents. OH! I looooove grandma's cooking. I'm prone to eat alot in my grandparents' house. Gosh~ I can't afford to gain more weight. Not even a kg or 2. It'll be obvious on me.

I'll just post the pictures here. Pictures say it all. ;) Enjoy~

Mum's siblings (My youngest uncle not in the picture)

Maternal cousins

Paternal cousins

Subsequent pictures were taken from the raya outing with Hafidz and Sharifah Aisyah. I miss her so much! Thank God she could make it on that day. She's such a busy lady. Busier than me who's busy with school. :p We only managed to cover 3 houses. Well, at least better than nothing.

Raya this year isn't just about visiting but more than that. My cousin celebrated her 13th birthday on the 5th Oct. Not forgetting Khairul (cousin from paternal side), who flew to Australia on the same day for his army training together with the rest of the army personnel. He'll be back on 31st Oct. Oh man~ That's long. Wish you luck bro. :)

I'm surrounded by LOVE!!! and I'm so lovin' it! :D Alhamdulillah I have a family that's united. Nothing's more exciting than having such lovable and adorable cousins.

Well, actually, I'm trying to let my mind off school for the time being. Sociology test coming up this 8th Oct. Hopefully I can make it, insya Allah. Assignment due 9th Oct, 8.30am. Information Systems project due next Mar. School's tough even though my schedule's very relaxed. Lessons 4 days per week, 3 hours per lesson, 1 lesson per day. Relaxed isn't it? BUT, I always feel i'm lacking of time. So much things to do in a short period of time. *Sigh* No matter how tough it is, i'm still loving it! :) I love school. I love the people even though majority are chinese. I love them even though racism occurs. We can't make them like us. We just have to portray a good attitude coz that reflects our religion. Alhamdulillah, I have friends that understand the needs of a Muslim. They even ask if there's a place to perform solat. :) I love you, friends.

Ok friends, I got to go now. The workshop called. OUR CAR"S READY! Yay~ We can drive again. haha~ For the past 1 week, dad has been the only one driving. Pity him. He must be exhausted. Love you dad! Till then readers...

Maassalamah.

End of Ramadhan...

2008-09-30T15:30:00.003+08:00

Salaam readers. Time flies so fast that finally we have come to the end of Ramadhan. What have I done the past month? Did I manage to double my good deeds? Hmm... I believe there are room for improvements. Believe it or not, I didn't get the chance to join terawih at the mosque. I miss my fellow "beliawanis yang seangkatan dengan ku". :p hehe~

Last week of Ramadhan has been busy for my family. As usual, as the eldest, I have to help mum tidy the whole house. Hang new curtains, mop and vacuum the whole house, wipe all the windows, change bedsheets etc. House cleaning has always been my cup of coffee. ;) Of course I got exhausted by the end of the day but on top of all, I felt extremely impressed by my hard work. Weee~Oh ya, thank God I managed to meet up some of my friends for iftar. Ramadhan is the only time I'm able to catch up with old and new friends, as well as cousins. Sadly I didnt manage to meet my 2 nyp sweethearts, AIG dearies and my cousins too. I hope you're doing good sweethearts. Insya Allah we'll meet during Hari Raya alright? :)

My family's doing good in spite of the 3 incidents that happened within this Ramadhan. Alhamdulillah it strengthened our bonds. Being the eldest isn't easy my friends. Alot of responsibilities that I have to carry. Alot of thinking to be done too. I act as my parents' substitute if my siblings refused to obey them. I'll get the 1st hand scolding if anything goes wrong. To make things worst, I am also the eldest grand-daughter. Gosh~

People will look high upon you if you do something good and they will say, "Follow her footsteps. You should be like her." If you do vice versa, they'll say, "Kak, you, as the eldest, have to show good examples to your siblings and cousins." The most important thing is I love them. I love my family. Everybody. I don't think it's a burden for me 'coz I love being the eldest. I am born to be one. Fated to be one. And I'm thankful for that. :)

Before I end today's piece, I would like to wish all my muslim friends Eid Mubarak. May this year's Syawal be the most memorable for you and family. Be happy. Don't forget to give a big hug to your family and tell them that you love them. Please do.

Maassalamah ya ikhwan.

Ending of Ramadhan....

2008-09-28T12:55:00.010+08:00

Alhamdulillah this year's Ramadhan has been one of the finest. All the iftars, the bazaar and meetups with fellow frens and family members. Alot of activities in the month of Ramadhan. Not just the prayers, the iftars..but other activities like goin out with fellow bike friends to jb, the hilarious laughters during iftar and other outings. Had a downfall though when I failed my Health Insurance Exam. :( k nevermind..Im smiling back again now :) lets get going..

Even though Im having my sch holidays right now, I just feel bored. Its like Ive alot to think and sometimes I think of things that are unnecessary. oh boy...but looking on the bright side of life, I just have to think 1 at a time. yes...1 at a time.

Alot of activities til I just cant think of where to start..k lets begin with the financial training or what they call it..erm..CCP-2..yah..what a boring course..or workshop i supposed..half day I was sleeping...and another half of it playin psp. I was there together with my bro, Hijazi. I thought I was the only one sleeping..didnt know later that he was sleeping too as well.. keke.

Hijazi and me having some time off..yea yea time off :P

After few days, on the 13th Sept, SetiaKawan (SK) made an iftar session @ Simpang Bedok after which we went to Geylang after watchin EPL match there. By then it was already 10pm in the evening when we reached. Had alot of fun there in which Azim's bike then had a broken bellypan after he did somethin which..i donnoe what to call it. Now, he's riding a FAZER 1000. didnt get to take a pic of it but Im sure in future i will. Haris took over his S4. On the 19th, SK once again did a last min outing to geylang after which we went to esplanade for a scrool and went to have sahur...yes sahur at Bencoolen St. Didnt have much to report here as we went straight home. The day after, i was down with a dreadful fever the whole day.

I just love gravy food. Yearning for more...

Me, Min, Syawal and crazy Qalam

Nice view from Esplanade Toilet.

The Twins, Long Lost Cousins

Future models that never made it..

Some bikes that made it to Tanjong Rhu. these are just SOME..

Long Lost Twins...again...always side by side even on the road..

erm..no comments..just that we are at a restricted area here..

told ya its restricted area and this is how we begin :P

Nearly all that came, some in the background the other side, pssstt..im the one beside the right of that shiny light. =p

Those who came :) There are more afterwards who joined us after this photo taken

Went out to Geylang with my baby to shop for our Raya clothes. Just three words "Love U Baby" ;) Bought 2 Hindustani clothes (pink and maroon) and another dark purple baju kurung.Didnt get any pics for our outing this time but we had a great day even though we didnt get to spend much time together. :)

Microsoft Boot Camp. I guess this is another 1 boring course. The 1st day I woke up late. Course starts at 9am..but I woke up 9am. keke. So after bathing and everything, its already 1020am..went straight to sch through my normal route but to my surprise, kaki bukit linkage to the bridge has been closed. So now have to go through airport rd. K carry on...reached sch looking at my watch..1045am...went to find for the class and thats when my phone rang..Ridzwan callin to say its break time til 1pm :S So that means the morning session gone just like that and I went to sch for nothing. If I knew, would have went to sch at 12. But its ok, we went to KFC..wait wait....let me finish k...we went to KFC where our CHINESE friends went to have their lunch where I and Ridzwan just went there to accompany them. I played my psp while Ridzwan did some snappings off his new digicam. What a long HOT day it was. Managed to record a video of me interviewing them..keke..but cant upload it here as the size went over 100mb and needs to be converted into smaller format which Ridzwan is still tryin to do it. The day ended early as we did the practicals fast as we had the experience hands on even before the course starts.

Those from f705..the four of us..

Ridzwan called this pic "The Lost Maiden"

My mates are hungry while I and Ridzwan are damn tired...fasting k~~

A shot of our school thanks to Ridzwan and his cam.

Another shot from far

Told ya I was playin my psp rite while our CHINESE mates havin their lunch

There we are, having our "lunch" break..or do we call it a rest...

Last but not least, iftar session with my 2nd family. Didnt get to have pics for that session but I did enjoyed the cookings and of course with the company of my baby and my dearest "adek sedaras"...watched Hantu Ambulance and followed by Mortal Kombat..The food was fabulous and extremely steamingly delicious. Thanks baby :)

So, thats what has been happening up to date...Ramadhan's coming to an end and hope all our prayers are answered. Increase our Iman and celebrate this years Syawal with victory and joy.

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin everyone from the both of us

My SIM story...

2008-09-26T23:20:00.004+08:00

Hi readers. It has been 3 weeks since fasting started and now, we're already in the last 3 days of Ramadhan. Gosh~ Time pasts so fast without me realising it. Many incidents happened this Ramadhan. It's an eye-opener for my family and me. Alhamdulillah we are more united now. 2 accidents in a month. Gosh~ Ok I shouldn't blabber about this further.

Life has been a great pleasure for me besides my hectic schedule in school. Talking about school, I have 1 word to describe it. FUN! ;)

Met new friends (mostly chinese), joined the Muslim Society, learn new things etc. Took 3 full units as well as 2 half units this year. Intro to Business Mgmt (a killer!), Principles of Sociology, Intro to Info Systems, 1/2 unit Intro to Programming and 1/2 units Statistics which will commence in November 08.

Frankly speaking, initially I was so depressed thinking how am I supposed to adapt to the new environment. New lecturers, friends, school. Hmm~ Indeed very scary. The thought of "oh I'm taking a degree now. I have to study extremely hard and get good results. Make your parents proud Ain! " Gosh~ Pressurizing~ I shattered for few nights wondering if I can ever make it to the end. I'm such a cry baby but hey, that's how I ease myself.

I have been doing alot of reading on how to improve my self-esteem. It sounds pathetic but at least I have the will to improve myself. You go girl! ;) I read that we have to think positive and be confident in ourselves. We have to say that we are the best! We are unique! I will make a difference! Caused subconsciously you are telling your mind that you will be the best and will make the best out of the 3 years. Thankfully, that's what I have been doing. Put aside my fears, take up the challenges and look ahead and say, "I will hang on till the end". Alhamdulillah, it works! At least. ;) hehe~ Only Allah knows how keen I am to get to know the Muslim fellows in school. Furthermore they are from all over the world. How wonderful it is to have a diverse Muslim culture in school. :) I like!!!

Mentioning about cultures, I joined the Muslim society for their Iftar last 17th Sept 08. Joined them after my sociology class. They invited Syed Mohamed Mustafa Mohamad Ali Asyarqawi, qari from Mesir, to lead us for the Maghrib, Isya' and Terawih prayers. Subhanallah~ He recites the quran very well. Praises to Allah for giving him such abilities. Made friends with Nazneen from Pakistan, a final year Mathematics and Economics student. Up to date, she managed to clinge herself to second upper class. I am extremely impressed on how the international students value their studies here in Singapore. Unlike SOME of the locals who take their studies for granted. As usual, as an opportunist, I asked her for tips on how to manage my time well for revision and how am I to tackle the Intro to Biz and Mgmt module. She gave me some useful tips. The key point here is "Revise constantly". :) I will do it! Thanks dear for the help.

Here are some of our pictures...

Maghrib prayers..

The gentlemen from NTU, NUS and SIM (i think. hehe~)

The ladies from NTU, NUS and SIM...

President of MCMS giving her speech

The Qari and the gentlemen

The beautiful ladies...

Finally, the 3 of us...

Those are some of the pictures taken at the Iftar@ SIM. Had lots of fun making new friends. I've always loved to socialize. I hope that there'll be more events to come.

Next on the list is the evening out with the former Darul Makmur beliawanis. Went to breakfast at Pizza Hut @ Jurong Point. They are being missed!!! Gosh~ It has been 8 months since I last met them at Kak Syikin's wedding. How I missed chit-chatting and laughing at their lame jokes. Haiz. People move on in life.

See the cute Kak Syikin (in blue). She's 6 months pregnant. I'm gona be an aunty soooooon! Haha~ Aunty Ain. Oh dear~ Sounds odd. She's carrying a baby boy! Hmm~ I forsee he must be as good-looking as the father and will have the pretty features from kak Syikin. When Philippines meets Singapore, you will get handsome and pretty babies! Can't wait! Oh the best part is, her baby will due in January on my birthday! haha~ Hopefully it's for real caused we can only predict the day of delivery but Allah sets the actual time and date. On top of all, hopefully she'll have a smooth pregnancy and delivery insya Allah. Love you sister.

Apologies for the blurness. Train was moving hence it affected the quality of the picture taken. hehehe~ Bleagh. Okay! Guess that's all for now. It's near 1 am hence I'm gona turn in now. Good early morning readers. Have a blesssed Ramadhan and let's us make full use of the last 3 days of Ramadhan. Sobs Sobs.

Maassalamah.

It's been a while...

2008-08-27T19:13:00.019+08:00

its been quite sometime that ive really update this blog. Yeah everyone's gettin busy all the time. Many things had happened..some expected..some unexpected ones too. Whatever it is, life goes on.

So where do we start? i myself donno wer to start..maybe ill just put in pics then maybe from there we can see where we've left off..so here goes..

NO FOODS AND DRINKS IN THE LAB..WHO CARES~~

thats me orite. cant eat or drink in the lab but....who cares...have to stay over late in sch just to finish projects.. arghhhh...i hate that..

THIS IS ME AND HASFI WAITING FOR RIDZWAN TO FILL IN HIS L.O.A

WHILE WAITING FOR TEACHER TO INTERVIEW....

AFTER THE TEACHER INTERVIEWED US...YES..MAY I HELP U...

So there we go...finally all projects have been done and all interviews were a success. All made it for project presentations and relief for us..even though projects are over..its just the beginning...

Few days later, we went to other places other than sch just to study...do we really study?kekeke..i don think so. we went from NLB Bugis to changi airport and suntec city....we even went to wee's house to have a great lunch cooked by her maid..and yes amk mcdonalds..but we only took pics when we were at changi airport..these are some of the pics taken from my hp. :)

CHARLIE'S ANGELS... =P

AH TAT WITH HIS VERY OWN PSP..YES WE ARE STUDYING..BUT LOOK..

AH...OUR VERY OWN MENTOR, RIDZWAN, WHO MANAGED TO BE WITH US @ CHANGI AIRPORT

POPEYE'S CHICKENS ARE FREAKIN AWESOME

SHADOWS OF US AT TERMINAL 2

WEE LING WHILE STUDYING WHICH IS AFTER OUR MEAL

SHAREN AFTER HER MEAL AND STRAIGHT FOR HER BOOKS AND NOTES

while we were busy studying, I managed to spend some time off my weekends to play soccer as always with Redbacks..and this time is at St Joseph Institute...got the shock of my life when Ive to play in between the posts as a keeper. For the team's sake, I just played my hearts out and boy..i was named man of the match.

Before that match, had a great day in the morning with khai when we went for a workshop conducted by another bro of us, Jaz. Nice workshop where we learn to value our money and how to spend it wisely. Best of all, free food~ what more can i say.. =P

YEAH...WORKSHOP IS GOOD..SO DOES THE FOODS....SOOODAP..NO PICTURES THOUGH =P

THE HUGE CAT WE HAVE FOUND AT RIVER VALLY RD

BEFORE THE MATCH BEGINS....

MAN OF THE MATCH PERFORMANCE

well...thats about what i have with me now...actually have some pics during the fireworks festival last saturday but havent get the pics to be uploaded into my lappy. if once the pics are uploaded, ill put them in too ;) stay tuned peeps.

last but not least, pray for me as friday is goin to be my last sch semestral exam paper!!

Back from the super-duper looooooong holidays!

2008-06-29T23:49:00.013+08:00

Hi readers. Realized that it's been quite sometime since I last update this blog. Many things happened for the past few months. Phew~ May take sometime to recall. So readers, sit back and relax. ;-)

The Wedding
Finally my youngest aunty blissfully married off to a handsome young (don't know how young he is) man. She is extraordinarily gorgeous and thin on that day. Gosh~ She must have done alot of hard work to be in that great shape. U go bibik! I love you and will always do. Wish you all the best and... to have lots and lots of babies. Tee hee~ (; Here are some pictures of her.
P/S: Some people told me that both of us look alike. Really meh? (Oh well, it's all in the genes.)

Before (On her engagement day) After (On her wedding day)

She transformed into a swan on her wedding day. See how gorgeous she is. Oh well, brides are supposed to be gorgeous btw. What more can I say. ;) Last but not least, presenting the newly wed. Marha marha

His Birthday, 17th May 2008

As usual, we planned to dine out on his birthday but this time, I've brought him to a place we've not been to. Sakura International Buffet Restaurant@ Orchard Plaza. (thanks to my colleagues who introduced me to this place. Pathetic~) Since his birthday fell on Saturday, it's even easier to meet up. :D Dim lights, not-so-hectic surrounding, friendly waiters and waitresses and not forgetting... nice food! Yum2~

Someone's trying real hard... hehehehehehhehehehhehe

...oh I think he needs a break for now. ;) and to wrap up our dinner, the dessert.

Finally, just us. :)

Oh dear... It's 1 am now. There're still so many things to tell you guys. *yawns* I'll just wrap up then. Hmm...to marry someone is the biggest decision of your life. To be a wife, it means you will be devoted to a man called husband. Only him and no one else in your life. Some people told me that time flies so fast when you reach your 20s. I can feel it too. I wonder what will happen within this 10 yrs? Insya Allah I will get a degree, find a job and married but with who? I wonder how's my wedding day will be like. hehe~ I shall not think about this for now. I have to concentrate on other important things than this. I believe that I will get married 1 fine day with the right man. :) insya Allah.

Hafidz...this man has been with me through ups and downs for the past 4 years. It's funny when people always tell me that Taurus and Aquarius can't get along well. Oh it's very true but don't forget this... we can get along VERY well too when the day is right. hahaha~

He's bittersweet. He disappoints me at times. He upsets me. He hurts me alot. He makes me cry. On the other hand, he can be romantic. He always tries his best to make up for the dates/days that he can't make it. How sweet~ :) He will try to make me smile when he knows he's at fault and most of the time, I have to give in coz he will irritate me with his funny faces and "eh eh eh". haha~ He gives good advice too but sometimes I chose not to heed his advice due to my rigidness. On top of all, I'm glad that he's been a good friend, companion and someone whom I can rely on. Thanks Hafidz. :)

That's all readers. I will update you more on my Bali and Langkawi trips soooooon with loads of pictures ok. Good night sweethearts.

Nearly there...

2008-05-08T00:46:00.011+08:00

Assalamualaikum, Bismillah.

well, yeah another tiring day for me. i didnt go to sch in the morning after waking up to see the rain pouring cats and dogs. i hate when this happens. so decided not to go to sch only til 11am then i got onto my bike and went to sch for my remaining lessons. for sure next week ill be getting my 1st ever warning letter for missin the morning lesson which is EWEBAPP. trust me, u won wana get into that module but its a must for me so be it..id rather do it get it done over wif.

k wer do i start? k, i went for apel 2..and ive learnt in that lesson that in a relationship..there has to be a character..and also communication. wifout these 2, there will be a breakdown...and thats for sure. cause a character is the one dat bonds both parties. it doesnt matter whether its relationship in business or studies..or even personal relationships. these principals really matters.

after that, i went for lunch together wif ritz, sharen, chen er and wee wee. ate a hardrock mutton mix wif some tauhu and white rice. ate the remainings in rits meal as always..labelled the "rubbish bin" aka "tong sampah" where meals won come to waste when im ard. after which, it was already 150pm and off i went for my u-theater class. have to act out some funeral man scene and my group...or can i say groups of pairs. me and this guy named fairuz if im not wrong. he has some backgrounds in actin so he helped me alot in that acting scene. did a great job considering we are the 1st group to act it out. all went well and i feel great about that. had to do the log book of course.

after that class, i went straight to the hospital to visit my mum...and what a day it was...went for dinner wif mama rock (bik zana) and uncle kamal..together wif my sis we went to united square to find some kuehs for my mum...had to walk across the road twice..til mama rock has to exchange slippers wif my sis as she had blisters wif those slippers of hers. keke. imagine...a size 6 wearing a size 9..keke...giant slippers on a tiny foot.keke. and she looks like a kampong girl wif her tudung..keke. i had some extra dinner there wif 4 half boiled eggs at yaka watever the name is toast somethin2...after that we went back to the hospital and had some kuacis as always..maybe tomorrow mama rock might wana bring her portable dvd player as ive lent her the hikmah 2 cd...so gona have somethin to do while in the hospital other than eating kuacis every single day together wif my another uncle and aunt..

so yah...930pm sharp we went home after kissin my mum's forehead who is still in the ICU...tomorrow the doctors will be meeting my elder sis n mama rock regarding my mum's situation. by then they will call me when im in sch.

just wana say...yah maybe its true my enthusiasm for sch is fading but i won ever gona let that drag me down...i will still study hard like ive always did..im still the hafidz who never gives up to gettin wat i wanted...n wat i wan to see in future of my loved ones..once ive said i will be there..i will be there insya Allah..till then..

yum yum...my 4 hard boiled eggs where 2 egs already in me :P the rite one is mama rock's

the three of us who went to united square to buy the kuehs for dearest mum

size 6 wearing size 8...size 8 wearing size 6...

mama rock ala kampong girl for a day...not wanting to face the camera..malu malu cause of the slippers..keke

tasha, nano, aaliyah and mama rock smiling

last but not least...aaliyah.."nnnnniiiii appppeee??" yeah..her 1st phrase ;)

signing off...

Wings? Just Falling...

2008-05-05T22:35:00.008+08:00

failing m5, mum warded in ICU, mum's repeated operations, passed m5 on 2nd attempt, fabulous speech in seminar, stupid and unthoughtful course manager, a soccer match wif hady mirza's team and the list goes on...

yes...these are all that ive went through for these few days or can i say few weeks...just bear in mind this post will be quite a long one n hope its not givin u the feeling of goin to sleep in front of the pc.

M5 EXAM
lets start with the m5 exam which i took. for ur info, this exam is the last one for me to pass in order to have a contract wif manulife financial. i failed the 1st attempt which i took on the 18th of april. i was so depressed that day but from what ive learnt, " failure doesnt mean its the end, its a start of a road to success" or like what my manager told me "good things doesnt come easily" yeah its true...its really true.

29th april i retake the paper and this time, i passed. Everythin was on top of the world for me. my plans of becoming a financial planner is in the grips of my hands now. Only time will tell when.

DESK FULL OF M5 PAPERS AND REVISIONS..YES THATS MY DESK.

MUM'S CONDITION
up till now, my mum is still in the ICU. it all started on the 2oth of april. She was warded and wat a way for her to be warded. :( i felt sooooo saddened upon hearin that my mum actually went to the hosp to be warded BY HERSELF!! what the fish...where's her son and daughters? if ive known she's goin alone, i would have followed her but the thing is that we already had an agreement with the other family members. me myself n my younger sis couldnt make it as we have other commitments except for my elder sis..but im really disappointed wif her. She felt that her sleep is even more important than her mum. :S nvm about that as its already passed.

k here's another thing im really fuming about. in the agreement stated, my mum was supposed to be operated only once. and dats it. she'll be discharged a week after. but that wasnt the way. in fact, my mum had to go through 4 diff operations and that really sunk my heart down the floor looking at what she has to go through. poor mum :( why must she be the one goin through this?? why mustnt it be me?? id rather see myself in that bed rather than my mum. till now im still looking forward to seeing her out from the hospital. till then, ill keep visiting her everyday and waitin for her to be transfered out to the normal ward from the ICU. Pray for us....

on top of everythin ive said, theres this course manager of mine. had an argument with him on the 30th april cause i took too many of leaves.. heloooooo, its just 3 times in my entire poly live. and ive never taken any leaves during my 1 year of poly days as i don favour takin MCs or leaves unless im really2 sick or its god damn important. and hell yes my mum in the hospital is my top priority. say whatever studies comes 1st or what the hell...for me, my mum comes 1st. "hafidz, uve been takin too many leaves, 3 leave forms in 1 week." so?? yah thats what Sir Barnabas told me...extend my leave if its urgent...n yes its urgent..if not, for freaking fish do i take leave for? told ya i take leaves when its really2 urgent. course manager he is..but the understanding between himself and his students just wasnt there. no motivation given for the students. harsh words was what he offered. yes he did approved all me leaves...but it came wif a price...heartache. thanks.

thinking of the bright side, sometimes, whatever happened doesnt mean the bad gets worst..

Aaliyah just too tired havin to spend the whole day in the hospital.

My lil sis with my uncle sitting outside the ICU room every single day

Belovered nyai as she poses after a whole day in the hospital

last but not least, a day ago, had a match wif hady mirza's team @ ite simei. my classmates don really believe it when i said i just had a match wif hady mirza's team yesterday. all thought that im just bluffin. yeah whatever. once the pic is out, ill show it to u guys.

k till then, its off to sch n hospital back and forth. won be much online.. signing off..

Student-to-be...

2008-04-10T20:45:00.008+08:00

Those sleepless nights, crying to sleep, worrying endlessly and mood swings will soon be gone with time. It's not about the "girl" thing but I got worried sick thinking about my SIM application. Ya ya you guys will say that..."Don't worry. You will get in!" but you know, I am one of a kind.

Good news is... I got through!!! and they managed to squeeze my name into their student's list and they sent me an offer letter few weeks ago. (oh dear...I sound so pathetic!) I'm sure you guys know how it feels to be afraid of disappointing your parents who really want you to get into Uni. Alhamdulillah... I'm at ease now after I received the offer letter from UOL. "Thank you so much Allah." Phew~ I got so excited that I jumped in the train and I didn't even notice that I talked loudly on the phone to mum. And people were like..."What is wrong with this girl?" haha

So now, I'm eagerly waiting to start school in Aug. I will be giving my resignation letter in May. Planning to leave in June. Can't wait to go Langkawi and Bali!!! I really want to rest my mind and enjoy myself before I embark on a new journey. "May Allah guide me through the difficult times insya Allah. HE has been the ONE who make it possible for me to enter uni. Thank you Allah."

Before I forget, take your time to look at the pictures attached below. My family and I went to JB on 5th Apr 08. Went to my aunt's place in Masai. My cousin is 7 mths pregnant so her family did "do'a selamat" for her.

Gatherings are fun with them. These are my adorable sweethearts. Pretty huh? ;-) Look at the 'lil one (my sister). hhehe~ So kissable!

With love,

Re-mix

2008-04-06T23:09:00.004+08:00

gee....what a weekend it was..

Before starting the weekends, on friday nite, we(my princess and i) went to the movies to catch this show called "Horton" and wat a show it was.. What i've learnt in this show is that, a life is a life...no matter how small that person is...even an ant has a life. So before we kill anythin...we should always think twice before doin so.. cause we only live once..so does the others.

So what did i do for my weekends? Let's see...since my princess has a trip to jb on saturday...it would mean im all alone...so its goin to be a boring and lonely day to begin my weekends...but that doesnt turn out that way. Redbacks FC(my weekend social soccer team) had a trip to kluang stadium to have a match the veterans of Thomas FC from kluang, JB. this is the story...

it was 9am when my dad woke me up to have breakfast outside...so had my morning bath before we went out. Had breakfast of 4 half boiled eggs n 4 slices of bread wif a cup of tea at banquet before we scroll ard amk central looking ard for prices of contract phones... well...im still deciding.. n81 8gb?? iphone?? other than that, im still thinkin of buyin a digicam..my budget will be $800 for both. Guess ill have to get the n81 8gb if i were to buy a digicam. unless im not buyin any digicam, i can still consider buyin the iphone or even an e90. thats how deep i am into handphones. I just love handphones wif dual speakers. function comes 2nd. k lets go on...

1130am struck the clock on my wall when we finally reached home. i quickly took out my bag which ive already had all the things needed for the trip..except for 1 thing..my shineguard...damn...15min lookin for it. by then its already 1145am. by the time i reached woodlands mrt...it was already 1215pm, but to my surprise, im not the one who was late. There are still some players whom have not reached yet. So we have to wait for them.

we went tru the 2nd link tuas checkpoint since we knew that there's a massive jam on the causeway. halfway tru the bridge of tuas towards the m'sia checkpoint...my mind kept thinkin of her(my princess) ...wondering how is she..is she thinkin of me like i am now..well no matter what..im always prayin for her safety..i love u :)

we had some snacks at the restpoint near the checkpoint wer me,khai n jaz(the three musketeers) went for our zuhur prayers after which we sail off. during this time, we watched "kelakar rabak" in the car. we got soooooooo imitated by the show that we actually use some of the phrases from that show... KOMMMOOOH...MAKE MA DEYYYY..JANGAN PANDANG RENDAH.. thats one....n some like "terkejut nampak...terkejut nampak" ....but mostly 1st phrase all the way from the beginning of the journey...till nite.

1st stop was machap n we had our lunch. I had mee soto, hotdog n kebab for my lunch. i noe thats too much..but im just plain hungry. what a place man...there were sooooo many flies in that aircon place that i guess the open space has fewer flies ard than inside. after machap, we went to 1 of the places in kluang which i bought myself an adidas black socks..ouww my...guess what i saw?? mercurial vapour n the nike boot which ive been eyin on..rm219....grrrr...if only ive extra cash...that boot would be mine n addin up to my 10 boots collection. well, not my day i guess. final stop before reachin the stadium....CHENDOL...yes..chendol before a soccer match. my princess would say this if shes in my position "MADNESS".....It is madness k...

Finally......we reached our destination n before we put on our gears, 4 of us went for our prayers. and off for the match..

Before the match, we had a picture taking and souvenir swapping. After which the game gets started..20mins into the match..the "azan" sounded n the referee holds the match into a pause in which i sat down on the pitch...n suddenly, 1 of my mate went into the field towards me wif a spray thinking im havin a cramp but i was just sittin down cause of the azan. keke. "Sorry meng for the misunderstanding"..well they do care about me afterall huh... :P

the game ended 3-2. yes i noe..i don wana comment much about the game..it would be endless.. thinking about my 1 on 1 wif the keeper...damn he's good..and the "sourvenir" that i got from 1 of the player..a swelling on my right thigh n a yellow card for that player in exchange. So, issit fair? well..NOOO!!! duh!!! not my day...again.

after the match, we had our washups n looking at my watch showing 2200 n i was really tired that i thought it was 8pm ..for goodness sake its 10pm...

2200hrs = 10pm.

we had our dinner at one of the stalls there which has a big screen to watch LIVE soccer action between Chelsea and Man City..it ended in a 2-0 victory in favor of Chelsea. I had mee bandung n also some tahu bakar..not forgettin the sweet n i mean VERY SWEET POTONG KAKI nye sweet of longan drink. not 1 but 2 glasses as the mee bandung was too spicy for me. After that we headed towards larkin wer we had our cars washed before heading back home sweet home. on the way there, we had 2 roadblocks n wat a roadblock it was..nearly 15 bikes n few cars being pulled over. Guess its because of speedtraps. luckily none of us were pulled over in that process.
the carwash dragged us till 3am after then we get to head back home. by the time i reached home, it was already 4am. nothin much said, reached home, wash my legs n doze off.

"taaaa...taaaa...abbaaaaaang...." when i opened up my eyes...geee....12pm sunday afternoon. being woken up by Aaliyah.. Sunday wasnt that happening for me as i just went for my bath and at 4pm, i went out to accompany faizal to PS to get his haircut at REDS salon after which we went straight to far east to get his "martin ____ screen protector" n it costs him 24 bucks. but its a gd investment afterall..nicely done on his hp n he's satisfied wif it.

that was my day as i headed straight home wif him. Well sorry for the long weekend story of mine..but i just wana say that even though u may think im havin so much fun for my weekends...but in my heart, im still lonely as ever wen she's not there ard me...yes my princess...u...wifout u..its not as fun as ive had wif u ard. nothing compared to havin fun when ure ard my love :)

p/s: i miss u my princess

Exhausted...

2008-04-03T22:28:00.000+08:00

*yawns....* I am super tired today. Was on duty on Mon and yest. Sometimes it's a waste of time waiting for the application to extract the data that can take up to 3 hrs! Just imagine...3 hours of boredom! I have been enduring this for the past 1 year... but one good thing about this job is, it gives you a sense of satisfaction if you manage to run all applications on time AND manage to upload the huge data into the mainframe without errors. Phew~ That part is very crucial.

Well my job isn't just about uploading data and printing reports upon completion. That is the job of the duty person(night duty once a week). As for daily task, I work with one of the business analyst to support one of the system used to keep track of the Accident and Health products/campaigns. I'm doing operation support for the EMMA (initially I thought "EMMA" was a person. Hahaha~) system. I have to liase with several banks for the payment settlement, attend to user's request and also provide solution (if i'm able to. Else, escalate to the B.A) to their problems. There's alot more to list down actually.

I love doing this job but being in IT line, you must always keep track of the changes. You must be prepared for the everchanging changes in the company. But for me, I endure this changes positively. With changes in your life, you are more aware of the things happening around you. Agreeable? ;-)

I will try to push myself to be like my mentor (the B.A I'm working with). She has superb knowledge about the system that she is handling. Wow~ Everyday without fail, she will give me many good advices. She said she believes in me. She said that she knows that I can be successful one day. Aww~ Thanks Rita. (She's an indonesian chinese btw.) I am very close to her in the office. Very approachable and very motherly even though she's just 7 yrs my senior. "Thanks for all your eye-opener advices dear.:)"

Suddenly I am eager to start school. I am curious to know what I will be in 4 yrs time after I graduate insya Allah. I am eager and excited to face the challenging world. A year of experience in AIG has thought me A LOT about working in a teamwork, maintaining a good rapport with your colleagues, face all the challenges and problems that may arise in the team together, hand in hand helping one another and many more. AIG is the place if you want to feel how it is to work with people from different countries (yah can't deny you can work with people from different countries in other companies but I am just sharing with you my point of view. ;-) )

Finally, I seriously feel that I have reached somewhere. I have started my journey towards success and I know that I will reach my destination sooner or later. I am not born a genius but I can prove to them, who doubt my ability, that I can be someone...one fine day...

Realize....

2008-04-02T20:59:00.011+08:00

its not easy as it seems to be when i first got to noe that i have to go tru exams like this one currently called "module 9"...ohhh hell yeah the book given to me was damn THICK, now looking at my calendar....exactly a week before the exam. Sharks....

well...this is my story for today...

Today was my first day in the office and what a day it was. Started the day waiting for my princess at ang mo kio mrt and while waiting, took out my blue psp n yes...im sooo into it

WHEN IM INTO IT, IM REALLY INTO IT

btw that wasnt me in the mrt...this pic was taken by sharen when i was waitin for my lab test...keke..

k back to the story...

ard 5-10min, 1 missed call shown on my n6233 phone...an indication the next mrt ill need to board it. and there she was..standing there waitin for me to stand beside her....wif her yellow long sleeve n pants :) how lovely she was....just feeling good to have her with me. We chit chat n smile at each other...crazy aren't we..keke...well...maybe..keke.

even though it was just a short trip together, i do cherish it. at somerset she walks away as the train moves off towards the next station. took out my psp again to kill the boredom and without realizing, ive reached my destination in which ive to transfer to the other train at raffles place station...ting tong~~"redhill"...went down the station n was about to continue wif my game of psp when the bus came. that was fast...compared to that day....

9am it was and i was too early to be in the office that im the only person there. few minutes later, James, my manager, comes in..n was shocked to see me the first guy there. So, thats wen i was introduced to my own office for the first time. wana noe y? cause the office is goin to move to the upper level nex week so i was just filling the spaces. keke. well at least ive my own office....for now :P

then....dats wen hell breaks loose...took out that GIGANTIC book and begin revising it with the aid of some MCQ questions and oh boy...uuuhhh lah lah...206 mcq questions a stack...and another stack 2nd set 125 mcq....damn....in malay i would say..."bole maaaaati" but wat to do...this is wat ive to go tru..so i will strive and give my best.

the time passed sooooooo fast that i never take notice of it only after gettin a msg from my baby dear princess....it was way past office hours...1848hrs....k u can take 4D there :P

my manager sent me to tiong baru mrt where i took the train home. by the time reached home...it was 8pm.

For now, nothin much as ive settled down after taking a hot bath and some food. looking forward a new day tomorrow...while accompanyin my very own princess as always...online. will update again...for now..sayooonara...

A piece from me...

2008-04-01T22:30:00.008+08:00

Finally a blog for myself...well it's actually ours. ;-) Ok ok you can say that we are so "ketinggalan zaman" but hey... it's better late than never.

My life updates. I have been leading a magnificently boring life for the past 1 year. Wakes up at 6am EVERYDAY except weekends, drags my feet to work, gets busy in the morning and sleepy in the afternoon then patiently waiting for clock to struck 6pm. That's it! 3/4 of the day gone... but life's not bad after all with the presence of my family, my super adorable friends and not forgetting... him. =)

I am prone to think a lot nowadays. About my life, my family, my future... and the list goes on. I am in the midst of getting myself a place uni. Hopefully everything will go as planned. Can't deny Allah knows best. Pray for me my beautiful people.

It feels good to be the 1st daughter and grand-daughter in the family. You will get most of the attention and love! and I am so0-loving-it with every beat of my heart! yah some people say the youngest gets the most but not for me ;) That's why I am giving my utmost effort to make them proud. I want them to say "That's my girl". =) How wonderful will it be. I am aware that it's very difficult to please everyone but I will do what I can. I will make you proud mom, dad, grandpa, grandma, uncles and aunties. and of course you, sweetheart.Thanks for being there for me when I really need someone to talk to. You know me. I can be SUPER pagal at times. hehehe

Oh ya... to my adorable siblings. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL! Mmmmuax~ sorry to show some affection here but I can't help it. Come on people! Don't be shy to show your love to someone whom you love so much. Tell them before it's too late. Kal Ho Na Ho (The time that is here may not be tomorrow). =)

*Hiak dush. Slaps my face* Trying to feel fresh to continue with this erm... piece.

Ok where was I? Oh wana know what? I went to dine @ Ramen Ten Far East Plaza last Sunday. With, of course, my 2 beloved ones. Ifah and Hafidz. ;-) Tadaaa....

Aren't we sweet? hehehe. Well, my dear Ifah here confidently told us to wait at AMK Hub 'coz there's Ramen Ten there but there isn't any Ramen Ten at AMK HUB!!! Thanks to the helpful lady from the information counter. Please just imagine her expression when she said..."There is no Ramen Ten here." Malunya~

Everything turned out fine that day. I ate Mushroom Ramen and some sushis. Yum2~ .

There you go. Some sweet moments captured. Oh dear... its 11.45pm now. Way past my bed time already. See you soon readers. Good nite. *yawns*

With lots of love, US.

95% done

2008-04-01T18:40:00.005+08:00

As u can see, most of the constructions have been done up. Its just a matter of time we will unveil our very own blog for the first time ever...history in the making..in the year 2008.

p/s: I Love U....

Under construction...

2008-03-28T20:55:00.000+08:00

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