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last 2 days of aidilfitri

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Salaam,

"Sebelum aidilfitri melangkah pergi, inginku hulurkan salaam kemaafan kepada sesiapa saja yang pernah saya sakiti. saya harap kita dapat buang yang keruh dan pandang ke hadapan. tulus ikhlas saya katakan... ampunkan segala dosa-dosa yang pernah saya lakukan kepada awak-awak semua"

I hope this will note an end to the misery that I've caused to other people. I'm sorry to those people whom I've offended, from the bottom of my heart.

Sincerely, I'm extremely sorry.

Massalamah.

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Fun fun, Happiness! :D

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Salaam sweethearts.

First and foremost, I would like to wish my Hindu readers (if any), Happy Deepavali! Hope it's not too late. :)

What I can say about myself? I am feeling happy. Hmm... yah happy! :) Alhamdulillah I'm beginning to accept life as it is. Be more truthful to him and our 4 years relationship. Alhamdulillah. Thanks Allah for giving me the courage and thanks dear for accepting my confession. You guys must be wondering..."What confession?" hehe~ Some things are better left unsaid dearies. :) Most importantly, mom's beginning to accept him too after that incident. My dad? I'm giving Hafidz and him time to adapt. Insya Allah, if we're fated to be together, we will be together.

Dear,

I do cherish our 4 years relationship and I really don't wana put it to an end. I know I have done alot of mistakes and I hope you forgive me. Let's push one another to be the best in life, especially for our family. :) Let's give it another try. Will u? Thanks for being there for me, always, anytime, anywhere. Gosh~ You're really good. hehe~

Ok2 let's not flatter him more. Went to Siti's open house on 26th Oct. A simple gathering with my SIM mates. Really miss them. :) Surprisingly,... Siti knows... or can I say... knows in a "special" way... my ex-northland school mate. Hmmmm. 'Coz I "caught" him at Siti's house. He came after maghrib and guess what! He didnt even recognize me! Gosh~ Do i look that bad? Or have I changed? Alot? hehe~ Good luck both of you. Oh to him, good luck with school. NUS right? Gosh~ You're extremely genius man!

Oh. The bestest part of all,one of my best sisters got engaged yesterday. Aww~ I'm so happy for you my dear. Congratulations and I hope your long-term relationship (as long as mine) will be a happy ending. In fact, no ending insya Allah. "Semoga cinta kamu berdua akan berakhir dengan ijab kabul dan yang paling penting, hingga ke akhir hayat. Ameen." I wish mine will end with marriage too. Insya Allah. We'll work for it dear. :)

Not much pictures I've snapped. The lightings were bad. Furthermore, my camera's not giving me the picture quality that I want. Oh dear. Time for a change. I wish. However, the pictures dearies! :) EnjoyZz~

She invited only the 3 of us. On the right is Kak Syikin (my bestest sister on earth!) who's 7 mths pregnant. Awww~ She's getting "cuter" day by day. hehe~ In the middle is her sister, my ex schoolmate who's a year my senior. Oh btw, do you think we look alike? I mean the 3 of us? Well, some people do say we look alike. No? Maybe it isn't obvious in this picture. :p

Kak Kin's sister (Yati), dolled up Kak Zana. I personally feel that there's no need for a grand engagement day. I prefer to celebrate it with my family and closest friends. What's important is the presence of both families and! most importantly, both parties are happy with each other's presence. Haha~ I was merely re-arranging the words. :p I hope that my family can accept his. Insya Allah. We'll see how it goes readers. ;)

Gotta study for my IS test which will be this Thurs. Gosh~ 2 more parts to go. At times I wonder, how can I study for my examinations? When my exams are once a year and that 3-hour paper will determine my honours. Gosh~ I don't feel the stress now. Yet. But i'm sure I will feel it in months to come. Readers, please pray I can make it through the 3 years even though I'm sure it's gonna be tough.

A lesson to be learnt..."Cinta tidak semestinya memiliki". I hope that person's happy with his loved ones. :) Wish you luck bro.

Before I end this piece, a note from me. Accept your loved one for who they are and not what they are. Don't go for looks even though I know we're so turned on by good looks but trust me... looks won't bring you far in a relationship. It'll create problems. A note from someone... "Go for someone whom you are sure will bring you back home safely during a war." :) Thank you friend.

With that, good night readers. Sweet dreams. I'm off to do my revision. Again.

Maassalamah.

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Monday, October 20, 2008

Just came back from school. Had 8.30am class just now. When I think back, I have so much free time after lectures which is only 3 hrs per day but I always feel like I'm lacking of time. Gosh~ Time's catching up! I'll be having my IS test next Thurs and I'm yet to start my thorough revision. IBM test will be in 2 weeks time. A killer man! Haiz. I really need to buck up on my revision. Ain ain... why complain when I choose to be in uol? Yeah~ Just look forward, put in more effort and do my very best! Yay~ Go Ain! :)

Ate at Al-Ameen just now with Sabrina, Kai Ting and Siyun. It was just 3 stops away from SIM. I'm abit unfamiliar with the west side of S'pore. I rarely step feet in the west before I joined SIM. There'a alot of makan places in clementi. Nice fooood! ;) 3 years will be enough for me to cover all. Phew~ By then i'll gain more weight I guess. Gosh~ No way! Like I've said, I can't afford to gain more weight. Not even a kg! *faints*

Oh... presenting my new SIM friends. Of course, majority are chinese, which is good. Something new for a change. :)

This is called Nasi Goreng U.S.A. Why they choose this name? Seriously I have no idea. It's merely pineapple rice with mutton sambal together with a "telur mata lembu". Pity Sabrina. From the look of her face, can see that she's trying hard to finish it. haha. A good experience though. We can try some other places next time friends. How about that? ;)

(Imitating Nageb) With that, I am proud to announce the commencement of our search for new makan place with effect of today, 20th Oct 08, Monday. ;)

Sadly we can only meet on Mon for IBM class. Study hard for our test which will be in 2 weeks time friends. ;)

Raya, raya, raya. 10 more days before raya says goodbye. *sobs*

Went out with my SIM muslim friends on 17th Oct. It was superb fun guys! haha~ Never felt that happy before. We started visiting at 5pm and ended at............1 am! Haha~ Gosh~

At least it wasn't as bad as 2 to 3 am though. By 12 am, we were stoning, kept rubbing our eyes and tried to keep ourselves awake. Oh not forgetting, endless yawnsssss. hahaha~

Yesterday (19 Oct), went out for Raya with my NYP friends. Luckily mum didn't go out yesterday so I got to use the car. Hafidz was our driver for the day even though we took turns to drive yesterday. He drove the longer distances of course. Haha~ Thanks dear. Coincidently it rained heavily yesterday. Thank goodness we drove. It made travelling easier. ;) Sadly, imah didn't get to join us cause she had to baby sit her nieces and nephews over at her grandma's place. Oh wana know something, imah and I are related!!! hehe~ How shall I put it?

Hmm... My dad's related to her cousin's mom. :) So indirectly, we're related too! haha.

As a substitute, Angela joined us. She should have worn baju kurung too huh. Many people thinks that she's a malay. It's so obvious by the look of her skin colour. Sun tanning is the secret. :p haha.

Ok enough blabbering. Enjoy viewing the pictures! :)

Caution: Don't get bored pls cause it's alot! ;)

SIM Raya Outing

NYP Raya Outing

Told ya it's alot! Phew~

Last note, I hope everything goes well for my family, friends and myself. May the incident that just happened not long ago be a lesson to be learnt; not only for myself but for all of you readers. 4 things we have to take good care of.

1) Relationship with people

2)Trust

3) Heart

4) Promises

Good day mates. Maassalamah.

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im on the outside...

Friday, October 17, 2008

i just donno what to do but just to write here to ease my mind...

everythin is over already...i just don wan to hear u guys telling me wat had happened and what other people told u and informin me about it...i noe ure tryin to help and i appreciate it. she had admited her mistakes and i don wan to keep on blamin her. i am far more bad than her when she accepted me few years back...everybody make mistakes..yes i noe..but she had promised me to repent...so what more do u guys wan? i don care how bad she is but for ur info, im much more bad than her last time but she still accepted me. so now is my time to support her when no one is..except for her family and a fren or 2. even though i was blamed too...til our relationship is being disapproved after four years...im still facing it positively n yes i still love her. i don care if people have thoughts of them being together all that.....i don care. i may be her bf..but i cant control her life..she has her life and i trust her and she noes her limits. even if she does go beyond that limit...what can i do?? scold her? make her feel bad?? it will just make things worst...ive experienced it..now, i don even noe if her parents would ever accept me back thinking that im controlin her life and not supportin her.....

so guys, i hope u understand that i do love her no matter what had happened or what will happen..she has given me her promise..ill keep to that promise. just pray for the best for me n her k? things may not turn out as how i wan it to be..but ive tried my best..ive given my best shot..ill just go on...

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major bummer

Thursday, October 16, 2008

10am exactly on my watch when ridz smsed sayin "aki...ive bad news for u...u online?"....i noe somethin is wrong...and yes...indeed something was wrong. ive been put into the ADVANCE PROGRAMMING ELECTIVE MODULE!!! ape itu neraka??!!!(wat the hell)...ive applied for internetworking technology but what i got now?? muke aku ni muke java ke? aduiiiiii..

even though im just upset...but what to do..ill just have to wait for next week when the semester starts then ill appeal to get into internetworking technology.

in the meantime, ill just update on what have i been doin for the past few days. with me are just the pics that i currently have..some of it are still with my fren's cam..so have to bear with the ones available...once ive the other pics, then ill upload them up. so here it goes..

on the 11th was suppose to be a day i should spent with my gf but wat to do...somethin happens for a reason..so yah at last here i am..wif my MWR riders even though only a few of us made it but it was hell of a ride. Full of laughters...yah 2 jokers in the group..who else but me and kacang(the one in white with his gf)

On the road...yeah..

Those who came...full..in man's house

The guys who came..

Last house...fiz's house..the one in tudung on the right..fulamaaaak..the ice cream she made for us...superb da dey..

Last but not least..my childhood fren since pri sch days...

Last 2 days, i was online in msn when suddenly i was added into a group conversations with makruf,syawal and nizam..we planned to go out that day to town. since they planned to go to town, i asked them to go sim lim since ive somethin to buy there..so at last we went there..as planned 6pm..but 630pm i reached..keke. went there to buy my cam charger and yes!!! now ive my own digicam..so now i can have my own pictures to snap especially tomorrow as SK is having a raya outing tomorrow. estimated ard 15-20 bikes. k back to the story...we went straight to zam2 but to no avail of seats, we went to victory restaurant just opp zam2..ordered mee kuah as usual no tauge no vege....the kuah is not to my expectations though..after which we went back to my place where they watched I Not Single. by then its already 12am...then fahmi called sayin he is havin a prob with his bike somewhere in TPE after which he managed to pull through to come over to my place. We check out his bike after which we were able to solve it and went straight to madina restaurant to have supper..it was already close to 1am by then.. moments before we knock off, azim called and asked if we wan to chill..so there we go again to yishun dam..there we took pics and chill out til 4am..these are some of the pics...

Makruf with my full face helmet

Syawal with my full face helmet

faisal with my full face helmet + "backdrop" of my comforter thanks to syawal and makruf for holding on to it

Our bikes...at 330am @ yishun dam

myself at yishun dam..full moon..awwuuuuUUUUUUUuuu

guess thats it from me this time...not much pics as im lazy to find. keke. so hope u guys enjoy ur weekends and..

to her: i love u :)

massalamah,

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Open House 11.10.08

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Salaam readers.

Yesterday was exhausting coz Ive invited my friends over for Raya. Initially I predicted 20 of them will turn up. In the end, 13 could make it. At least better than none! haha~ Told them to come within 12 noon to 6pm.

My poly mates were the 1st to come. They accompanied me till my SIM friends turned up which was from 1 to 3pm, watching Disney Channel. heheh~ Cuteness. Edmund and Alvin came soon after. Thanks guys.

After which followed by Zahidah and bf, liyana and bf, kak Syikin and her mum, rita and her husband. Im extremely satisfied coz I managed to invite my friends from SIM, NYP, AIG, NSS and lastly, Friendster. :D Those people who complete me. Thanks from the botton of my heart friends.

Of course, not forgetting my aunties, uncles, cousins and grandparents who came too after maghrib. Well, I guess the limelite should be on my brother. His friends, about 15 of them in the evening and 6 of them after maghrib, came yesterday. That's alot! Some of the 15 people are my friends too from Darul Makmur Youth. Everybody has changed. Everybody. :)

Not to forget, we took pictures too!!! Sit back and enjoy... ;)

Rita and her husband

My SIM dudes, Edmund and Alvin

NYP lepak kakis (Norimah, Syahirah and Nadhar)

2 of the 15 who came.

Secondary school's POA partner, Zahidah

Lastly, Friendster friends, indirectly, his friends too.

That's all folks. A memory of 11th Oct 08. I hope that our friendsjip will last forever. Eternally. Insya Allah......and I really hope that I can be friends with Aisyah once again. Hopefully.

Going jalan raya later after staying at home the whole day yest. Jalan2 raya mania! :) wee~ See u all sooooon. Keep up for the latest news. :)

Maassalamah.

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