Those sleepless nights, crying to sleep, worrying endlessly and mood swings will soon be gone with time. It's not about the "girl" thing but I got worried sick thinking about my SIM application. Ya ya you guys will say that..."Don't worry. You will get in!" but you know, I am one of a kind.

Good news is... I got through!!! and they managed to squeeze my name into their student's list and they sent me an offer letter few weeks ago. (oh dear...I sound so pathetic!) I'm sure you guys know how it feels to be afraid of disappointing your parents who really want you to get into Uni. Alhamdulillah... I'm at ease now after I received the offer letter from UOL. "Thank you so much Allah." Phew~ I got so excited that I jumped in the train and I didn't even notice that I talked loudly on the phone to mum. And people were like..."What is wrong with this girl?" haha


So now, I'm eagerly waiting to start school in Aug. I will be giving my resignation letter in May. Planning to leave in June. Can't wait to go Langkawi and Bali!!! I really want to rest my mind and enjoy myself before I embark on a new journey. "May Allah guide me through the difficult times insya Allah. HE has been the ONE who make it possible for me to enter uni. Thank you Allah."

Before I forget, take your time to look at the pictures attached below. My family and I went to JB on 5th Apr 08. Went to my aunt's place in Masai. My cousin is 7 mths pregnant so her family did "do'a selamat" for her.

Gatherings are fun with them. These are my adorable sweethearts. Pretty huh? ;-) Look at the 'lil one (my sister). hhehe~ So kissable!

With love,

gee....what a weekend it was..

Before starting the weekends, on friday nite, we(my princess and i) went to the movies to catch this show called "Horton" and wat a show it was.. What i've learnt in this show is that, a life is a life...no matter how small that person is...even an ant has a life. So before we kill anythin...we should always think twice before doin so.. cause we only live once..so does the others.

So what did i do for my weekends? Let's see...since my princess has a trip to jb on saturday...it would mean im all alone...so its goin to be a boring and lonely day to begin my weekends...but that doesnt turn out that way. Redbacks FC(my weekend social soccer team) had a trip to kluang stadium to have a match the veterans of Thomas FC from kluang, JB. this is the story...

it was 9am when my dad woke me up to have breakfast outside...so had my morning bath before we went out. Had breakfast of 4 half boiled eggs n 4 slices of bread wif a cup of tea at banquet before we scroll ard amk central looking ard for prices of contract phones... well...im still deciding.. n81 8gb?? iphone?? other than that, im still thinkin of buyin a digicam..my budget will be $800 for both. Guess ill have to get the n81 8gb if i were to buy a digicam. unless im not buyin any digicam, i can still consider buyin the iphone or even an e90. thats how deep i am into handphones. I just love handphones wif dual speakers. function comes 2nd. k lets go on...

1130am struck the clock on my wall when we finally reached home. i quickly took out my bag which ive already had all the things needed for the trip..except for 1 thing..my shineguard...damn...15min lookin for it. by then its already 1145am. by the time i reached woodlands mrt...it was already 1215pm, but to my surprise, im not the one who was late. There are still some players whom have not reached yet. So we have to wait for them.

we went tru the 2nd link tuas checkpoint since we knew that there's a massive jam on the causeway. halfway tru the bridge of tuas towards the m'sia checkpoint...my mind kept thinkin of her(my princess) ...wondering how is she..is she thinkin of me like i am now..well no matter what..im always prayin for her safety..i love u :)

we had some snacks at the restpoint near the checkpoint wer me,khai n jaz(the three musketeers) went for our zuhur prayers after which we sail off. during this time, we watched "kelakar rabak" in the car. we got soooooooo imitated by the show that we actually use some of the phrases from that show... KOMMMOOOH...MAKE MA DEYYYY..JANGAN PANDANG RENDAH.. thats one....n some like "terkejut nampak...terkejut nampak" ....but mostly 1st phrase all the way from the beginning of the journey...till nite.

1st stop was machap n we had our lunch. I had mee soto, hotdog n kebab for my lunch. i noe thats too much..but im just plain hungry. what a place man...there were sooooo many flies in that aircon place that i guess the open space has fewer flies ard than inside. after machap, we went to 1 of the places in kluang which i bought myself an adidas black socks..ouww my...guess what i saw?? mercurial vapour n the nike boot which ive been eyin on..rm219....grrrr...if only ive extra cash...that boot would be mine n addin up to my 10 boots collection. well, not my day i guess. final stop before reachin the stadium....CHENDOL...yes..chendol before a soccer match. my princess would say this if shes in my position "MADNESS".....It is madness k...

Finally......we reached our destination n before we put on our gears, 4 of us went for our prayers. and off for the match..

Before the match, we had a picture taking and souvenir swapping. After which the game gets started..20mins into the match..the "azan" sounded n the referee holds the match into a pause in which i sat down on the pitch...n suddenly, 1 of my mate went into the field towards me wif a spray thinking im havin a cramp but i was just sittin down cause of the azan. keke. "Sorry meng for the misunderstanding"..well they do care about me afterall huh... :P

the game ended 3-2. yes i noe..i don wana comment much about the game..it would be endless.. thinking about my 1 on 1 wif the keeper...damn he's good..and the "sourvenir" that i got from 1 of the player..a swelling on my right thigh n a yellow card for that player in exchange. So, issit fair? well..NOOO!!! duh!!! not my day...again.

after the match, we had our washups n looking at my watch showing 2200 n i was really tired that i thought it was 8pm ..for goodness sake its 10pm...

2200hrs = 10pm.

we had our dinner at one of the stalls there which has a big screen to watch LIVE soccer action between Chelsea and Man City..it ended in a 2-0 victory in favor of Chelsea. I had mee bandung n also some tahu bakar..not forgettin the sweet n i mean VERY SWEET POTONG KAKI nye sweet of longan drink. not 1 but 2 glasses as the mee bandung was too spicy for me. After that we headed towards larkin wer we had our cars washed before heading back home sweet home. on the way there, we had 2 roadblocks n wat a roadblock it was..nearly 15 bikes n few cars being pulled over. Guess its because of speedtraps. luckily none of us were pulled over in that process.
the carwash dragged us till 3am after then we get to head back home. by the time i reached home, it was already 4am. nothin much said, reached home, wash my legs n doze off.

"taaaa...taaaa...abbaaaaaang...." when i opened up my eyes...geee....12pm sunday afternoon. being woken up by Aaliyah.. Sunday wasnt that happening for me as i just went for my bath and at 4pm, i went out to accompany faizal to PS to get his haircut at REDS salon after which we went straight to far east to get his "martin ____ screen protector" n it costs him 24 bucks. but its a gd investment afterall..nicely done on his hp n he's satisfied wif it.

that was my day as i headed straight home wif him. Well sorry for the long weekend story of mine..but i just wana say that even though u may think im havin so much fun for my weekends...but in my heart, im still lonely as ever wen she's not there ard me...yes my princess...u...wifout u..its not as fun as ive had wif u ard. nothing compared to havin fun when ure ard my love :)

p/s: i miss u my princess

*yawns....* I am super tired today. Was on duty on Mon and yest. Sometimes it's a waste of time waiting for the application to extract the data that can take up to 3 hrs! Just imagine...3 hours of boredom! I have been enduring this for the past 1 year... but one good thing about this job is, it gives you a sense of satisfaction if you manage to run all applications on time AND manage to upload the huge data into the mainframe without errors. Phew~ That part is very crucial.

Well my job isn't just about uploading data and printing reports upon completion. That is the job of the duty person(night duty once a week). As for daily task, I work with one of the business analyst to support one of the system used to keep track of the Accident and Health products/campaigns. I'm doing operation support for the EMMA (initially I thought "EMMA" was a person. Hahaha~) system. I have to liase with several banks for the payment settlement, attend to user's request and also provide solution (if i'm able to. Else, escalate to the B.A) to their problems. There's alot more to list down actually.

I love doing this job but being in IT line, you must always keep track of the changes. You must be prepared for the everchanging changes in the company. But for me, I endure this changes positively. With changes in your life, you are more aware of the things happening around you. Agreeable? ;-)

I will try to push myself to be like my mentor (the B.A I'm working with). She has superb knowledge about the system that she is handling. Wow~ Everyday without fail, she will give me many good advices. She said she believes in me. She said that she knows that I can be successful one day. Aww~ Thanks Rita. (She's an indonesian chinese btw.) I am very close to her in the office. Very approachable and very motherly even though she's just 7 yrs my senior. "Thanks for all your eye-opener advices dear.:)"

Suddenly I am eager to start school. I am curious to know what I will be in 4 yrs time after I graduate insya Allah. I am eager and excited to face the challenging world. A year of experience in AIG has thought me A LOT about working in a teamwork, maintaining a good rapport with your colleagues, face all the challenges and problems that may arise in the team together, hand in hand helping one another and many more. AIG is the place if you want to feel how it is to work with people from different countries (yah can't deny you can work with people from different countries in other companies but I am just sharing with you my point of view. ;-) )

Finally, I seriously feel that I have reached somewhere. I have started my journey towards success and I know that I will reach my destination sooner or later. I am not born a genius but I can prove to them, who doubt my ability, that I can be someone...one fine day...

its not easy as it seems to be when i first got to noe that i have to go tru exams like this one currently called "module 9"...ohhh hell yeah the book given to me was damn THICK, now looking at my calendar....exactly a week before the exam. Sharks....

well...this is my story for today...

Today was my first day in the office and what a day it was. Started the day waiting for my princess at ang mo kio mrt and while waiting, took out my blue psp n yes...im sooo into it

btw that wasnt me in the mrt...this pic was taken by sharen when i was waitin for my lab test...keke..

k back to the story...

ard 5-10min, 1 missed call shown on my n6233 phone...an indication the next mrt ill need to board it. and there she was..standing there waitin for me to stand beside her....wif her yellow long sleeve n pants :) how lovely she was....just feeling good to have her with me. We chit chat n smile at each other...crazy aren't we..keke...well...maybe..keke.

even though it was just a short trip together, i do cherish it. at somerset she walks away as the train moves off towards the next station. took out my psp again to kill the boredom and without realizing, ive reached my destination in which ive to transfer to the other train at raffles place station...ting tong~~"redhill"...went down the station n was about to continue wif my game of psp when the bus came. that was fast...compared to that day....

9am it was and i was too early to be in the office that im the only person there. few minutes later, James, my manager, comes in..n was shocked to see me the first guy there. So, thats wen i was introduced to my own office for the first time. wana noe y? cause the office is goin to move to the upper level nex week so i was just filling the spaces. keke. well at least ive my own office....for now :P

then....dats wen hell breaks loose...took out that GIGANTIC book and begin revising it with the aid of some MCQ questions and oh boy...uuuhhh lah lah...206 mcq questions a stack...and another stack 2nd set 125 mcq....damn....in malay i would say..."bole maaaaati" but wat to do...this is wat ive to go tru..so i will strive and give my best.

the time passed sooooooo fast that i never take notice of it only after gettin a msg from my baby dear princess....it was way past office hours...1848hrs....k u can take 4D there :P

my manager sent me to tiong baru mrt where i took the train home. by the time reached home...it was 8pm.

For now, nothin much as ive settled down after taking a hot bath and some food. looking forward a new day tomorrow...while accompanyin my very own princess as always...online. will update again...for now..sayooonara...

Finally a blog for myself...well it's actually ours. ;-) Ok ok you can say that we are so "ketinggalan zaman" but hey... it's better late than never.

Aren't we sweet? hehehe. Well, my dear Ifah here confidently told us to wait at AMK Hub 'coz there's Ramen Ten there but there isn't any Ramen Ten at AMK HUB!!! Thanks to the helpful lady from the information counter. Please just imagine her expression when she said..."There is no Ramen Ten here." Malunya~

Everything turned out fine that day. I ate Mushroom Ramen and some sushis. Yum2~ .

There you go. Some sweet moments captured. Oh dear... its 11.45pm now. Way past my bed time already. See you soon readers. Good nite. *yawns*

With lots of love, US.

As u can see, most of the constructions have been done up. Its just a matter of time we will unveil our very own blog for the first time ever...history in the making..in the year 2008.

p/s: I Love U....