i just donno what to do but just to write here to ease my mind...

everythin is over already...i just don wan to hear u guys telling me wat had happened and what other people told u and informin me about it...i noe ure tryin to help and i appreciate it. she had admited her mistakes and i don wan to keep on blamin her. i am far more bad than her when she accepted me few years back...everybody make mistakes..yes i noe..but she had promised me to repent...so what more do u guys wan? i don care how bad she is but for ur info, im much more bad than her last time but she still accepted me. so now is my time to support her when no one is..except for her family and a fren or 2. even though i was blamed too...til our relationship is being disapproved after four years...im still facing it positively n yes i still love her. i don care if people have thoughts of them being together all that.....i don care. i may be her bf..but i cant control her life..she has her life and i trust her and she noes her limits. even if she does go beyond that limit...what can i do?? scold her? make her feel bad?? it will just make things worst...ive experienced it..now, i don even noe if her parents would ever accept me back thinking that im controlin her life and not supportin her.....

so guys, i hope u understand that i do love her no matter what had happened or what will happen..she has given me her promise..ill keep to that promise. just pray for the best for me n her k? things may not turn out as how i wan it to be..but ive tried my best..ive given my best shot..ill just go on...