First and foremost, I would like to wish my Hindu readers (if any), Happy Deepavali! Hope it's not too late. :)
What I can say about myself? I am feeling happy. Hmm... yah happy! :) Alhamdulillah I'm beginning to accept life as it is. Be more truthful to him and our 4 years relationship. Alhamdulillah. Thanks Allah for giving me the courage and thanks dear for accepting my confession. You guys must be wondering..."What confession?" hehe~ Some things are better left unsaid dearies. :) Most importantly, mom's beginning to accept him too after that incident. My dad? I'm giving Hafidz and him time to adapt. Insya Allah, if we're fated to be together, we will be together.
Dear,
I do cherish our 4 years relationship and I really don't wana put it to an end. I know I have done alot of mistakes and I hope you forgive me. Let's push one another to be the best in life, especially for our family. :) Let's give it another try. Will u? Thanks for being there for me, always, anytime, anywhere. Gosh~ You're really good. hehe~
Ok2 let's not flatter him more. Went to Siti's open house on 26th Oct. A simple gathering with my SIM mates. Really miss them. :) Surprisingly,... Siti knows... or can I say... knows in a "special" way... my ex-northland school mate. Hmmmm. 'Coz I "caught" him at Siti's house. He came after maghrib and guess what! He didnt even recognize me! Gosh~ Do i look that bad? Or have I changed? Alot? hehe~ Good luck both of you. Oh to him, good luck with school. NUS right? Gosh~ You're extremely genius man!
Oh. The bestest part of all,one of my best sisters got engaged yesterday. Aww~ I'm so happy for you my dear. Congratulations and I hope your long-term relationship (as long as mine) will be a happy ending. In fact, no ending insya Allah. "Semoga cinta kamu berdua akan berakhir dengan ijab kabul dan yang paling penting, hingga ke akhir hayat. Ameen." I wish mine will end with marriage too. Insya Allah. We'll work for it dear. :)
Not much pictures I've snapped. The lightings were bad. Furthermore, my camera's not giving me the picture quality that I want. Oh dear. Time for a change. I wish. However, the pictures dearies! :) EnjoyZz~
She invited only the 3 of us. On the right is Kak Syikin (
my bestest sister on earth!) who's 7 mths pregnant. Awww~ She's getting "cuter" day by day. hehe~ In the middle is her sister, my ex schoolmate who's a year my senior. Oh btw, do you think we look alike? I mean the 3 of us? Well, some people do say we look alike. No? Maybe it isn't obvious in this picture. :p
Kak Kin's sister (Yati), dolled up Kak Zana. I personally feel that there's no need for a grand engagement day. I prefer to celebrate it with my family and closest friends. What's important is the presence of both families and! most importantly, both parties are happy with each other's presence. Haha~ I was merely re-arranging the words. :p I hope that my family can accept his. Insya Allah. We'll see how it goes readers. ;)
Gotta study for my IS test which will be this Thurs. Gosh~ 2 more parts to go. At times I wonder, how can I study for my examinations? When my exams are once a year and that 3-hour paper will determine my honours. Gosh~ I don't feel the stress now. Yet. But i'm sure I will feel it in months to come. Readers, please pray I can make it through the 3 years even though I'm sure it's gonna be tough.
A lesson to be learnt..."Cinta tidak semestinya memiliki". I hope that person's happy with his loved ones. :) Wish you luck bro.
Before I end this piece, a note from me. Accept your loved one for who they are and not what they are. Don't go for looks even though I know we're so turned on by good looks but trust me... looks won't bring you far in a relationship. It'll create problems. A note from someone... "Go for someone whom you are sure will bring you back home safely during a war." :) Thank you friend.
With that, good night readers. Sweet dreams. I'm off to do my revision. Again.
Maassalamah.
