Salaam readers. Time flies so fast that finally we have come to the end of Ramadhan. What have I done the past month? Did I manage to double my good deeds? Hmm... I believe there are room for improvements. Believe it or not, I didn't get the chance to join terawih at the mosque. I miss my fellow "beliawanis yang seangkatan dengan ku". :p hehe~

Last week of Ramadhan has been busy for my family. As usual, as the eldest, I have to help mum tidy the whole house. Hang new curtains, mop and vacuum the whole house, wipe all the windows, change bedsheets etc. House cleaning has always been my cup of coffee. ;) Of course I got exhausted by the end of the day but on top of all, I felt extremely impressed by my hard work. Weee~Oh ya, thank God I managed to meet up some of my friends for iftar. Ramadhan is the only time I'm able to catch up with old and new friends, as well as cousins. Sadly I didnt manage to meet my 2 nyp sweethearts, AIG dearies and my cousins too. I hope you're doing good sweethearts. Insya Allah we'll meet during Hari Raya alright? :)


My family's doing good in spite of the 3 incidents that happened within this Ramadhan. Alhamdulillah it strengthened our bonds. Being the eldest isn't easy my friends. Alot of responsibilities that I have to carry. Alot of thinking to be done too. I act as my parents' substitute if my siblings refused to obey them. I'll get the 1st hand scolding if anything goes wrong. To make things worst, I am also the eldest grand-daughter. Gosh~


People will look high upon you if you do something good and they will say, "Follow her footsteps. You should be like her." If you do vice versa, they'll say, "Kak, you, as the eldest, have to show good examples to your siblings and cousins." The most important thing is I love them. I love my family. Everybody. I don't think it's a burden for me 'coz I love being the eldest. I am born to be one. Fated to be one. And I'm thankful for that. :)

Before I end today's piece, I would like to wish all my muslim friends Eid Mubarak. May this year's Syawal be the most memorable for you and family. Be happy. Don't forget to give a big hug to your family and tell them that you love them. Please do.


Maassalamah ya ikhwan.